Think be 4 u speak but do not speak all u tink

2011-01-17T15:58:00.004+08:00

Baby you're the best I ever had
And I'm certain that

There ain't nothing better

No there ain't nothing better than this

2010-11-12T10:05:00.001+08:00

Day 2- island hopping

We got up on time today, what we've planned the night b4, finally worked out! Aft breakfast, we went back to our room and got ready for the island tour. Driver picked us up at 8.00am. The journey to the Asia Marina was an hour. As soon we arrived, we were greated with a welcome drink. 15mins later, we hop on the speed boat. And wen I say Speed boat, I really mean it! Thank god we r nt a seasick ppl. There were abt 40 ppm on the boat and 70% are angmoh. We visited Phiphi Island. Rite after tat, we went for a short snokeling. Honestly, i preffer snokeling at Tioman. It's nicer. Aftr tat, we headed Down to an island for lunch n the journey was 30mins. In the mids of our journey, we fought thru storm. Huge big storm. You could really see the dark clouds approching. It was scarry, especially when you r in the middle of the sea on a super fast speed boat and you can't even see a thing. All of us in the boat really shaken out. No one even dare to say a thing. It was a wet, fast, scarry journey. We were freezing! When we arrived on the island, everyone gave the driver a round of applause. He was really good. Jurging the way with seeing anything.
Buffert Lunch was a crap! I didn't eat much. I was freezing. All I want now is to get back to Phuket immediately! After lunch, we all headed back to Phuket and we r glad tat we r back safetly.
We waited for our driver to pick us up and send us back to our hotel.
As soon as we got back to the hotel, I had a super long hot bath. It was shiok..!!
It's been rainning till now, so we decided that tonite will be relaxing day. We choose to chill in our room. We had our anniversary dinner at the hotel and went back to the room.
So since I'm free, I choose to blog abt my Day 2.

Tmr at 4.30pn, we will be visiting the Fantasea and I really hope tat it's nt going to be another rainny day.
Our plan for tmr morning will be,
Breakfast the. Chill on the beach. I can't wait to swim on the hue wave here.

Got to sleep now. Good nite!
And btw.... I LOVE PHUKET!!!!!!!!
I bet u can't wait for the photos to be uploaded!

Total spend today : 1437 baht

Xoxo
Jal

Report brought to you in our cozy chilling room. The Royal Palm Beach hotel, room 337. 0026hrs HKT 12 Nov'10

Double Trouble....

2010-11-11T20:36:00.000+08:00

Day 1- Sin-Phuket
Double Screwed..!!!!

The night before we were feeling freaking excited n as for me, it's a mixed feeling. As everyone knows tat this is my 1st time flying. The tot of it really make me wanna puke (yes I knw, I'm a drama queen! Well, tat's me! Either u bare wit it or fuck off). The night b4 we flew off, we slept at 12am. I was being myself feeling excited tat I couldn't even closed my eyes. So b4 I happily doze off, I keyed my alarms. 1 at 4.00am n 2nd one at 4.30am. Ouh i forget to mention out flight time is at 8.30am. We didn't wanna rush tings out so we wanna be there like 2 hrs b4. As I was planning what to do the next morning, I fell asleep....
At 4am, my 1st rang. I shut it off and waited for the 2nd one to ring. I fell a sleep again... The next time I woke ip was..... 7.15am..!!!!!!! Omg! I freaked out. We washed up, change and quickly call for a cab. We put all our last min stuff in our luggage and quickly ran out. While in the cab, I realized that I left my make up pouch on my dressing table. Once again, I freaked out! My face was naked! I didn't even have eyeliner on my eye lid. Double trouble!! We rushed to the airport entrance, check in our baggage, went in and rush like mad to the boarding entrance. Everthing was in the mess! No make up, no coffee, no breakfast!
And now, we r up up in the sky (I've finally over come my fear). I was being brave. But in the plane, it make me wanna puke! Well, when others have seasick, I have airplane sick!! Hahah, ya I know. Lame... I will be arriving phuket in like 45mins time and I think I better take a short nap.
I'm praying hard tat everything else will go smoothly and I'm hoping to enjoy my far far away holiday with my beloved Husband.

Will try to updated again soon.

Xoxo
Jal

Report brought to you in Jetstar 3K533, seat 10A at 9.39am, 10 OCTober 2010

When we r here...
A driver pick us up wen we arrived at the Phuket airport. His name is Bow. He is very nice. He explained to us where he's going to bring us before we checke in. The 1st place was the t-shirt warehouse. It was freaking CHEAP!! We majorly spend like ----- for 11 items
Next was the Gems warehouse. There we saw the thai's at work. Making all the gems into beautiful jewellery. And it was quiet expensive. So we didn't get anything there. Then the next stop was the all time favourite shop... SNACKs..!!!! I was sooo happy. The amouth of dry snacks I bought.., omg! Total of 12 items and it came up to SGD 78!?!? Hahah. But worth lar. Then our last stop was the Honey Bee shop, I had my 1st honey water there and I didn't know tat it was superb! Then rite after tat, Bow bought us to out hotel... I was kinda scared coz it was jus a 3 star boutique hotel. I can't afford to have another screw up you know. Then he send us to the counter, collect our card and up we go..! The moment I open the door... I freaked!! The room were........ Freaking awersome!!!! This is the prove...

After we checked in, we keep our luggage, change and we went out for out late lunch, we had BK as it jus next to our hotel and we were starving!

After tat we walk ard... For the very 1st time in other country, I didn't feel scared at all. We could jus walk ard without feel worry. It was so nice... We spend alot at the pasar mlm too. Aft the walk about, we went back to our hotel to rest and we went for a swim..

Then we went for a seafood dinner. It was yummiliciouse!

Well, it's been a long time tat I've been too couriose abt TIGER show and my couriouse been cured! Lol. It was lamely grosse!! Hahah

After tat we went bck to our hotel.

that's the end of our day 1 at Patong beach, Phuket.

And btw... Our next few days is going to an intresting one... And we've booked our plans today :)
Day 2- island hopping and senokeling
Day 3- Fantasea
Day 4 (last day)- SPA
Intresting?? Heheh

Ok, I better sleep now, our driver will fetching us at 7.30am, after breakfast.

Good nite all..

Total spend on day 1 : 18,000 baht

Honestly I could not imagine if I didn't got up at 7.30am jus now. It will be a waste! Hahah. Thank God!!

Oh ya!!! Happy 4th Anniversary to us!!!
And more to come.

I'm blogging thru my Iphone, pix will be uploaded when I got back ok!

Xoxo
Jal

Report brought to you from Royal Beach Front hotel, Patong Beach, Phuket, Room 337. 11 Nov, 0018hrs Hkt

2010-09-03T15:05:00.000+08:00

To my Dearest Husband, Mohd Iskandar Hamdan...

On this special day, I would like to wish you a 30th Happy Birthday. I would like to thank you for sharing this special day with me. I promise to love you all my life and thank you for being there every time I’m in need. I promise to be there for you when you need me too.

I am so sorry for not getting you present on the very day (blame it on my job). I’ve been trying to find time to get you one but time is Restricted. However I will try my very best to get a present for you today. Even though you said you didn’t want any, I insist. Coz birthday is very important to me.

Before I get any emo(er) I shall stop here and here’s a special poem for you..

If I could give you the stars

I'd gather them inside my heart

I'd wrap them in love

And brighten your day...with starlight

Happy Birthday Darling

2010-08-16T17:53:00.000+08:00

Dear faithful readers,
I regret to inform you that I’ve deleted my twitter link. This is due to some personal matter. As I love to bitch (ALOT!), I don’t wish to offend anyone.

As I am being nice, VERY nice, I would like to invite you to follow me on twitter (I am going to put it on privet) just click this link and I will add u to my list. http://twitter.com (jal_is)

dont say i never SAY!

XoXo
I know you love me
Jal

2010-07-30T08:56:00.000+08:00

You are ONE!!

Today is the day you turn one. I just couldn’t believe it. Exactly one year ago I held you in my arms and change your diaper when you 1st poo poo. And till now, I will be the one who will be clean you cute little ass when you are with me. Eventho you are my weekend baby I never fail to shower you with all the love I could. I am so blessed to have you spending the weekend with us.

For a one year old boy, I have to say you extremely smart. You started to crawl at 3mths and able to sit at your walker steadily, be an independent baby at 4mths and started to enjoy swimming. At 8 mths, you being to stand and able to walk wit the support, at 10 months you are trying your very best to walk independently and at 11mths you are able to walk and today you turn ONE! At the age of one you have gone thru a lot. Our heart aches every time you have to go thru all the hardship from people around you. We will always be your side when ever you need us. We love you loads baby.

Mummy and Baba is the happiest person on earth today.

Sincerely from the both of us.....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY Mohammed Shariff Danial aka Botak!

It's never easy..

2010-07-19T11:06:00.000+08:00

I feel really awful now.I feel so, so helpless.

Everything doesn’t look good. I really want to make everything good.

I promised myself that I won’t cry every time friends or relatives told me that their wife or they themselves are pregnant unfortunately promises are meant to be broken. And if I am already so upset, I cannot imagine how hard it will be for my husband to keep on consoling me over and over again to tell me it’s ok…

how much more tears I have cried and pain I felt whenever my relatives says “Oh, ni anak instant ehk?!? Takpe lar.. mudah mudah ada rezeki” and as usual, I take it as a negative comment from the macik macik Kepo.

OK, Fuck the aunties the most importany is husband and me. The only person that understands where we stand now is God and us. Oh god, pls make my wish come true..

I had an awesome weekend with botak. Saturday night was filled with laughter and love. Everything he did make us smile. You complete our live baby. Even tho you are not ours, we promised the shower you with all the love we could.

Sending him back is always a major separation anxiety for the 3 of us. I was trying my very best to pat him to sleep but he refuses to even shut his eyes. As if he could sense that we are leaving him. It was 10pm and he still didn’t sleep. We had to leave. As soon as he saw us saying good bye to everyone, he quickly take his shoes and went over to me. (How smart rite? He’s only 11mths mind you) while he’s “bz” doing his stuff we quickly walk out of the gate. AND as soon as he heard the gate opened… he ran to the gate and watch husband putting on his shoes. When we walked off.. he cried out loud… and of coz, we had to come back to carry him and talk to him for a while. For the 2nd time, we have to put him down and walked away. I tear as I walked of... *major heartbreak!*

Last night,

I couldn’t even shut my eyes, I cried to sleep. I miss him so much. I really hope I won’t be having any major event this coming weekend. I really want to pick him up again.

Muhd… Baba n Mummy misses you so much…

2010-07-10T12:39:00.000+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kP_58mg0hdI

Jika Engkau Pergi. . . .

Bermulanya semua hanya dengan rasa, Ada saja yang tak kena
Rupanya kau berkasih, Menyingkir setia
Sandiwara penuh dusta

Kini ku beri satu amaran, Jangan nanti jadi cabaran
Aku ingin kau memadam kenangan, Menjadi mimpi berterbangan

Jika engkau pergi, bulan dan bintang tetap masih di langit
Jika engkau pergi, air mengalir takkan berhenti
Jangan khuatir tentang diri ku, Ku janji takkan merindui mu

Bermusim resah hadir membelai, Menyentuh hati kecewa
Janji sehidup semati, Tinggal tiada lagi
Impian hancur depan mata

Semakin terungkap kepastian, Biarlah ku rela melepaskan
Pada mu cinta cuma lah mainan, Sekadar untuk senda bersama

Puas sudah ku berikan engkau segalanya, Jalan cerita pun nyata akan berubah

2010-07-03T09:41:00.000+08:00

I am Loving my Iphone to the MAX....!!!

Getting an Iphone seems to be the rite choice. I totally enjoying every seconds of it. The clarity of the camera has made me more and more Camwhore. Apart from playing the games on it, I have 24/7 acess to my twitter. I could just say what i want, bitch all i want and updated where am I almost anytime anywhere. So come on!! follow me on Twitter :) follow jal_is at http://twitter.com

2010-06-24T16:41:00.000+08:00

Hello beautiful readers…

Today is the happies day of my life. Why?!? Becoz tomorrow is Friday and my Off in-lieu is approved. Shoik or wad? You must be wonder what are my plans. Ok.. Here it is.. While husband is out to werk …..:

8.00am : Wake husband up

8.30am : Husband off to work (*eveil smile*)

8.45am : Back to sleep

11.30am : Good morning all (wakie wakie)

11.30am : wait for my Iphone to be delivered!!!

12.00am : Breakfast aka Lunch

12.30noon : Clean the House

- vacume

- Mop

- Change bedsheet

2.00pm : Off to Step by Step (foot massage)

4.00pm : Mani & Pedicure at 201D (Tampines)

6.00pm : Meet Husband for dinner

COOL or what??? I got all planned!! Ok.. to whoever planning to ruin my plans.. FUCK OFF!!!!! There is no room for you… LOL

Anyway… I secretly bought botak clothing online…. Shhhh dun tell husband. I may get killed. Hahahh.. you must be wondering what I got him rite??

Check this out..!

And now.. I am secretly browsing ZARA (kids) website. Shhhhhhh……..

2010-06-22T09:07:00.001+08:00

Why Morning does have to be that early when I was having an awesome(est) dream?? I really hate to get up from my sleep this morning as the dream I was having was really.. Ouh! Speechless!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nWuZMBtrc1E

Btw.. Good morning readers... hope today will be a better day for us...

LOve you

XOXO

2010-06-21T17:47:00.002+08:00

Freaking Hungry and craving for 6 pcs nuggets!!!! can I have Mac for dinner pls pls Pls....

2010-06-20T22:46:00.001+08:00

Call me old school or wadever you wanna call it… I have to confess. I Love ZAMANI sooo freaking much. Hmph, you must be wondering why the sudden the topic of Zamani came out?!? I was watching Mentor musim 4 at TV3 and Ziana Zain protégé sings Maria Mariana.. He roxz like hell…!!! Anyway.. did anyone told you what my baby girl’s name gonna be (if I have one..) Dian Ryindiani (one of Zamai song) heheh… nice rite?!? Insyallah…. Amin.

Anyway… Last night we discover something, Botak 1^st tooth is growing.. hehehhe… Husband was so excited!! He was playing with botak on the bed when botak took Husband’s finger and stuff it in his mouth (maybe he was trying to tell him something) and husband felt his tooth… It was hilarious to see how excited husband were… how sweet…

Why does Sunday has to end so fast? Tmr will be Monday and I will be in the office fer a while and will be at SAKAE building to promote sailing J maybe I will be going back rite after that. Lately I been feeling super duper worried at werk.. Which I dun know why and didn’t want to think too much about it.

Ok, got to go I need to have a good sleep today.. nyte

P.s: I cooked today.. ayam sambal and spinach soup.. yummy…

2010-06-18T15:28:00.000+08:00

Tmr will be the last day of the regatta and I will be taking my off day on Sunday and be back to werk again on Monday...

Today i had too much of coffee. had my 1st cup at 9.00am, 2nd cup at 10.00am and Im sipping on my 3rd cup now... oh my god! i hope the addictiveness is for today only....

2010-06-17T10:38:00.002+08:00

Despite of Feeling Sick.. Im still here at WERK!!!! fml

2010-06-16T16:26:00.002+08:00

Just received an SMS from starthub informing me that my handphone plan is ending and I am eligible for recontract..!!! AT LAST….!! As soon as I wanted to change my phone line to M1, Starhub gave me $100 off any 2-yr phone package (tmd). Hmm…Shall I get an I phone?!?! The main reasons for me getting the Iphone are because…

1. I can play games

2. I could twit anytime any where

3. I saw this super glam, blink2 Iphone casing

Now.. U tell me?!?!?

I been feeling super sick lately, been down since last Monday and the best ting is, I am still werking. Till now, my fever n flu are still accopmaning me all day long and now, they have invited a special guest to join the.. Migrain… CCB! How to werk like tat?? And today is just the 2nd day of the regatta. I have 3 more days to chiong… Kill me!

2010-06-14T11:10:00.000+08:00

14 June has been a very meaningful date for us. Exactly on this date, we met, we date, we had our first kiss and we promise to be with together no matter what happened.

Despite of the misery happened during our relationship, we still standing still. Because we know, we are meant to be together.

Today is our 7 years Dating anniversary and I am glad to be with someone like you. You make me feel safe, you make me belief in myself, you made me nothing to something and you make me feel loved again. I couldn’t ask for anything more from you. All I could say is, Thank you so much for loving me for who I am. Thank you for enduring my crankiness, my bitchiness, my vainness and my mentelness.

I Love you so much Mohamed Iskandar s/o Hamdan.

2010-06-08T18:10:00.001+08:00

I've been spending my last half and hour reading ppl blogs and it inspired me to blog more often now (if i have the time)

It's 6pm now and it time to go HOME...!!!! my eyes are pretty heavy and i cant open it. I didn’t have a good beauty sleep last nigh i was feeling scared. Maybe it's due to dad's ghost stories during dinner yesterday.

I am so going to drop by Tampines Mall today to buy the levis pump shoes that I’ve been eyeing fro despite of I just got my wedge yesterday at Tampines One.. I totally love Tampines so much!!!

Chao all... :)

How time flies

2010-06-08T17:45:00.001+08:00

It’s June now and it’s been 1 and the half years my bestie in US. God knows how much I miss her so much. Well…. We still have like 2 more years to go as she will be back in Singapore in May 2012. I will scream for her at the airport when she got back (like I always do  ) Anyway… It’s been half the year I’ve been working here without my bestie and I swear It’s been very stressfully for me BUT… I have to learn to be independent and now… I am. Even tho I do not have anyone to talk to, now that my youngest sister is working with me, Im not that lonely anymore! Heheheh

I am able top cope up with work pretty well and I kept on telling myself not to get stressed up easily as I will never get out of it alive (haha)

Today…. Someone has officially made me pissed over and over again. Some ppl just born Stupid. What is the used of having good looks but dumb! Urgh!! For goodness sick.. Common sense is the genius of humanity; please use it at least for once.

Yesterday I went to Tampines One with mama and along and guess wad?!? At last, I got my wedge.. I am so freaking happy… I hope to put that on soooon  it goes so well with legging. Cool or Wad?!?!?

2010-05-30T23:58:00.001+08:00

It’s been awhile since I last updated my blog. So today, I decided to update it *at LAST!*

The month of May have been a very buzy month for me. Too many things have been happening….

Along went fer her cyst operation
Mum and dad met with an accident (and she’s on cast now)
Husband’s grand mother passed away
Husband’s mum in the hospital

I take this as a challenge in my life and won’t feel regret for what had happened. During this challenging month, I am proud to have a strong husband by my side and being there for me when ever I need a shoulder to cry on, an ear to scream and a touch of love when I’m in need. All I could say, I am blessed to have a husband like you and I will never regret.

I took leave to send along for her check up last Thursday and I was suppose to work this weekend but due to the bad oil spill last Tuesday, all water activities has to be cancelled. I felt so bad for not being there in the office when I most needed. Last Thursday, my hp was buzy ringing non stop till 6pm and it died at 7pm. Hahah… poor you my lousy Hp. But thing went well, my lovely friend in the office helped me a lot.. Thank you guys…

And tomorrow, I’m BACK TO WERK!! Omg.. How times flies… I didn’t event got a chance to enjoy every bit of it. Bz heading to hospital and back to mama house. As I’ve said.. I have no regret at all (despite of missing the GREAT SINGAPORE SALE).

BTW, We've been sleeping with Muhd aka Botak since last Wednesday... We've been soo attached to each other till when i was away from him, he would cry for me.. awww how sweet rite.. Love you so much!

Ehm ehm.. oh shit! It’s almost 12 now.. I better get some sleep as I have LOADs to do at werk tomorrow!! Nytz readers! Miss you!!

2010-05-04T16:44:00.000+08:00

SUPER STrong craving of

STICKY CHEWY CHOCOLATE ICE CREAM....!!!!

When my baby sister turns 20

2010-05-02T14:46:00.000+08:00

We celebrated Bum 20^th Birthday at East Coast Pit C21 yesterday. The turn up was superb! Mum’s cooking roxz the most! Her Mee kongo was… Omg… Terrific! They way she marinated the chicken.. Finger licking good. And of coz.. the food FINISHED off super fast.. Yummm…. We had loads of fun. All the guest left at ard 1.45am and soon after our guest left.. we pack up and left ECP at 2.30am…

Once again Happy Birthday Bum… Hope you had an awesome one… Love u

2010-04-30T12:28:00.002+08:00

Obsess with my life book

My lappy just came in last weekend and I am kinda obsessed with it. It’s pretty, not too big and it has a sexy colour which is RED! I always wanna Red electronic stuff and this lappy happen to be my first one. Maybe red is my new favorite colour. It is so me.

Why do I have to own a notebook when my PC is still in a tip top condition?

Honestly.. I don’t have any reason behind it. I just need it to occupy my time especially on my off days. Not that I surf the internet a lot with this but it’s kinda making my life easier. I could just play my favorite game Sally Spa and collapse on my bed and watch my favorite drama series, Gossip girls. I know it’s kinda too late to watch it now but who cares… Gossip girls.. ROX! (xoxo, I know u love me…)

I am officially off without any work stress staying at home since yesterday and today I HAVE get out. Since my 2 younger sisters are around, we have to hang out soon. Which is I am going to meet them for coffee later at Tampines.

Oh btw, I need to bitch about this. Last Wednesday an old parent just happen to POP by NSC. Her name is Aunty Angela aka aunty memo (coz she looks like one). She’s a Biggest Kepo human I ever seen. The moment she saw me guess what she says?? “Eh, jal.. What happen to you?? Why are you so … FAT????” Mother F… she totally BITCH. I hate to bum to her. If I’m fat.. She’s a GIANt then.. BITCH! Well I know I shouldn’t get pissed off by her remarks, who care anyway. At least Im SEXY…. Haven’t you heard..?? FAT is the new Beautiful…. And skinny make you look sick! At least I have powerful asset to show… I have nice Rack.*bluk*

Things hasn’t been good for Along Mother-in-law, she’s diagnosis with Blood cancer and doctor reveal that she has only 2 more years to be alive. But after all… It’s all up to HIM (god). All we can do now is pray for her and give her all she wants. People always say, appreciate them not before they are gone. So.. That’s it! Be NICe!!

Alrity.. I think I have to get going now. Got to shower and meet up with my devil sister. And by the way… Bum will be celebrating her 20th Birthday tomorrow at East Coast. OMG… did I just say she turn 20 in few days time?? UNBELIVEABLE!! My baby sister is 20!! No matter how much she has grown.. She’s will still be my baby sister.

Looking forward to see husband later…

XOXO (I know you love me)

2010-04-26T15:23:00.001+08:00

We all know, that sometimes, most of the time, every time, no matter how hard we work we will still never get what we wanted. That was what I was used to be but not for this year! My luck has changed, I should say, it has turned 360 degrees. It’s a good thing! Too many good things happening until I freaked out. Not everything is great but it’s just a mentality thingy (the good wrap up the bad). Maybe what my Chinese friend say is true (luck is on the Pig’s side, which is me… I was born in the year of a PIG) but too bad.. Husband’s….. not a good year for you sayang. No matter how hard he tried to avoid the unluckiness, it hit him and I should say.. EVERYTIME. Tsk tsk. It’s only April (2nd month of the Chinese calendar) and too many things happened. And I am so worry about him. Any way.. Happy tots, happy tots… blow the unhappiness away. All I could do is to stay by your side sayang. I Love You so much.

2010-04-08T11:46:00.000+08:00

How do you feel when your leave
is NOT approved????

FUCKED UP!!!!

YOU are being unreasonable...!!! It’s not that I always take leave, I really need to be with my parents!
My family comes FIRST!

2010-03-25T08:50:00.000+08:00

Good Morning… as usual, I’m the 1st to arrive in the office. Still waiting for my MacDonald’s breakfast. I really hope today goanna be another great working day.

Yesterday after I got back from my sick leave, everything seems fine. Apart from sister Hu resigning everything else went smoothly. I’ve made my decision not to follow him even though the perks are much better and of coz they offer me a great pay. But for the sick of my happiness, I proud to say, I am staying! Coz here, where my family are!!

Ok, today is my 7th day of missing my menz and why do I have a good feeling for this. I really hope it’s growing in there and gods, Pls pls pls make it happen! This morning, I went to the kitchen to do my normal morning routine, boil water for husband morning drink and I found out that my kitchen is stink! (FYI my MIL and my SIL are at my place) the left over food really make me P.U.K.E!!! OMG!! Can u imagine? My nose is getting super sensitive. Apart from sensitive nose, my heartburn is totally killing me.

I am so blessed to have such a great mama. Last night after work, I went over to Queen’s palace and of coz, queen gave me a good tummy massage. It rox! Made me feel so much better yesterday and today, that thingy is back *DARN*

I almost finished my stomach flu medicine but the heartburn is still there. Could it be the gastric is still there

OR . . . . .

If you are really in there, please give me a sign *insyallah*

It was a stressful week in deed. . . .

2010-03-21T19:53:00.001+08:00

Another stressful event ended yesterday. Apart for running around the centre, I had an argument with my college. Been taking the shit out of it every event and last Wednesday was it! I blew up! And after the incident, things started to get super awkward! I should say.. Ultimate awkward! We ain’t talking; we are totally like a stranger now. I dun think I want to elaborate about it anymore. I don’t know why, but I felt like leaving the federation. I have to think hard about this, not because I got a great offer for a club

(which I have) and I don’t want to make any decision out of frustration. I have to give myself some time to get over it. Well everyone wants to work in a happy environment.

Hmph! *enough said*

Today is Sunday, I admit, I always complain of staying at home on every weekend; but today is a special spending at home with husband. We woke up late, had breakfast aka lunch and watch dvds… It’s not like any other dvd session, this one is an extra special ones... don’t wanna share much. It’s just him and me… awwwww

Ok, today is my 3^rd day of missing my menz. I am really hoping for a good news.. I didn’t dare to pee on the pregnancy test as it probably too early to do it. I shall wait a little longer as I hate disappointment. I hope God been hearing my prayers.

I finally can enjoy my weekend…!!

2010-03-03T16:11:00.000+08:00

The hell week is finally over; the next one coming up will be on the 16-20 March.

I will be taking my long off days and my weekend as well.. Starting from tomorrow, I will be enjoying my well deserved off with Botak. We will be fetching our precious botak later after work and send him back on Sunday (nice!) So wad’s the plan?? Hmm not sure yet but I bet it will be an enjoying one.

Its 4pm now and 2 more hours to go…. Even tho I still have loads to do on my list, I don’t feel stress at all.. I am so looking forward to my long weekend!!!

I love this sooooo Much :

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Glny4jSciVI&feature=fvst

2010-02-28T20:05:00.001+08:00

Hell week almost over… Im left with the relaxing event, YOG selection trial and nothing to stress about. The next hell week will be on the 16-20 March, during the schools holiday. We will be having a 5 days hectic event on that week. Now wad I’m afraid of the most will be looking for helpers…. Sigh. Another stressful, heading spinning search….

We were at along’s chalets since last Friday. It was fun especially when we gather, play cards and drink together. Next Birthday celebration will be Bum’s Birthday, 2^nd May…

Im looking forward to Thursday/Friday, we will be fetching my precious (botak) and he will be staying over this weekend. Happy banget!!!!

Alrtiy got to go now… Sally SPA, here I COME……

Start of my Hell Week!!

2010-02-26T08:46:00.000+08:00

Today is the start of the horror week. I really hope that everything will be fine (keep my finger cross). I am totally afraid of what’s going to happen next. I don’t wanna have a last minute heart attack. Oh god… please makes this another smooth event.
The next horror week will be on the 16-20 March… another 5 days of heart attacking and depressing search for helper…. Sigh. I guess, as long as im working here… this won’t come to the end. Stressing and my fear over and over again.
For the next 3 days, we will be at along’s chalet celebrating her pre birthday celebration. I am unable. So I guess will be coming to work from the chalet. Alrity.. eating breakfast with uncle and aunty now…
Pray hard for me k…

Xoxo

Pretty Scarry Horoscope

2010-02-23T10:42:00.000+08:00

Virgo
You're not feeling that great today -- but it's not illness that's the cause. Your energy is just smothered by recent events that seem to have taken over your life, but you should rebound pretty soon.

OMG..!! how scarry can tat be. it some how really happing to me rite now. This morning while having breakfast, I was telling Jiawen I scared of the upcoming regatta. Not by the participants but the helpers.. I will totally freak out if anyone back out! *finger crossing*

I really hope everything will run smoothly.... (insyallah)

I have something to confess…

2010-02-21T11:18:00.001+08:00

I’m a Sally SPA Fan!!! Hehheheh…. I wanted to buy an Iphone so that I could play Sally Spa on it. Now that I have it in my home P.C getting an Iphone has been a second tot. I played Sally Spa till 2.00am last night and had difficulty to get up this morning. And Guess wad??? Im in the office now… right now, on Sunday… *Looser*

Yesterday I was being very cranky. At home with husband. We got up pretty late yesterday. Had a good awesome rest. After playing Bejewel on Friday night (OMG, we are a game freak now *palm on face*) Husband promise to bring me out on Saturday, but we ended up playing Bejewel (again) after we woke up. I got pretty up sad. And walked out of the computer room. I lay on my bed and stared at the clock *tick tock, tick tock* Husband came in and Sayang me… and he decided to bring me out (how sweet) Only ONE man can tolerate my petty attitude, which is my One and only HUSBAND!! I heart you!!

We went to Geylang for chendol then headed down to Siglap for Yong Tau Foo. After that we went for a stroll at East Coast. We played the 1 dollar coin machine, trying our luck on the soft toy machine… After 19th try… we GOT it!! Heheh and that was our last coin… How lucky!! I would like to thanked husband for his patienceness toward me and trying his very best to get that teddy fer me…

After that we headed down to NSC and for a LoHay at mum’s house. I stayed there till 12am and head back home….

P.s: Hoping for the horror moth to end soon...

Xoxo

2010-02-17T22:00:00.004+08:00

Have you ever miss someone so much?? Missing someone really can make you cry. I miss botak so much! 6 days of staying under 1 roof, sleeping on the same bed has given us such a strong bonding. Spending 6 days with him ended with a super separation anxiety. One day before I send him back to Johor… I cried while patting him to sleep. And till today, I cried before I went to bed. OMG… I really have to control myself. Not that I won’t be meeting him anymore. I am so looking forward to take a long weekend leave and bring him over again right after this horror Month!!! Too many good things happened over the Chinese New Year Long holiday. Let’s not talk much… my pictures will tell u a thousand words… Miss you baby…

HOW CAN ANYONE NOT MISS HIM
(Even Khai dreamt of him).... .

U TELL ME!!

Before i forget, I would like to thanks my sisters and BILs for spending the CNY holiday with husband, botak and me at our castle.

Lastly, We had mummy birthday celebration at NSC. Round round club steamboat dinner and a strawberry short cake (how fattening)

As i rushed home to pee... I was surprise by a lizard behind my toilet door and I screamed(super loud of coz)...... I totally freaked out. I didn't even dare to step out of the toilet and waited for rescue..

Thank God husband is around!

XOXO

2010-02-08T17:12:00.001+08:00

Welcoming the flu bug….

I guess my immune system is terrible. I got sick easily. It’s time to get back to my berocca. Husband had flu on Saturday night and I got infected by it the next day (which I don’t usually gets it) On Sunday I was down with terrible flu and sore throat. We didn’t went out coz husband is too lazy (as usual) and im down with flu. I usually get well the next day but now.. NO…!!! It’s still here and it makes my throat feels worst! OMG…!! I better get well soon.

I am hopping to get my Friday off this week as I worked last Saturday so that we are able to fetch Botak on Thursdays night and he will stays with me from Friday till Monday.. How nice. Husband and I are going to bring him out for a swim at Sengkang Swimming Complex. I am very excited.. Super duper excited! Will post loads of pix of him..!!

I am so looking forward for my sisters gathering on Saturday evening, we are going to have our reunion steamboat dinner at my castle. Hehehe… how exciting!! I am so loving it. OK princess.. Can’t wait to see you ladies!!!

P.s: It's been a month my Bff at U.S, hope she's fine. really miss her so much tho.

Babe: when will u be online?? Urgently need to BITCH..!! hehehe

Xoxo..

2010-02-01T18:29:00.000+08:00

Sweat It off!!

After a Fattening weekend it's time to burn the fats off! Yesterday, while my parents in law were at my place, we had a family steamboat. It was yummlicious. And today... It's time to burn them off!!!

Got to go Jogging now... XOXo

2010-01-27T11:06:00.002+08:00

I think I need a Retail Therapy …..!!!

People said that retail therapy helps when your stress. Hmm… I think they were right! All of a sudden, I desperately need to take a scroll in a shopping mall. Hmph.. Could it be there’s something I need to buy or just buying thing blindly!!

Soo many thing to buy with too little money to spend! Urgh!! How frustrating…..
Today will be another 5km jogging day and I really hope I can do it. I’ve been feeling very tired after last Monday jogging session and I Think I have not recovery for it yet. I hope today is gonna be fine for me.

I don’t know why but I’ve been eating less lately. I could even go without lunch. Maybe I should stop eating lunch coz every time when I bought something; it’s super hard for me to finish it. What a waste of money! I shall just eat bread or fruits for lunch today and everyday. Maybe it could be we always have a heavy breakfast every morning. I think I will get into shape soon and tat’s a good thing!

Hmm... now that my home computer is back from the hospital, I am kinda obsess with it. I will switch it on everday when i got back from work. Hmm... I think i should cut down on tat so that my eyes could rest during the night and spend more time with husband watching TV.

2010-01-25T22:58:00.001+08:00

I've MADE IT....!!!!!!!!

I've been jogging 3km all this while and today uncle Edwin decided to jog from NSC to the memorable Bedok Jetty and back to NSC... guess how many click??? It’s 5KM omg!!! Didn’t know I could complete it (even tho im the last one as usual) with the help of Mayling (cycling). I am so proud to have a very supportive college like them. Even tho Im the last one, they really supported me. I've did it!! I slow jogged without stopped! I would like to thank my Hp mp3 as well for supporting me all the way, playing Bad romance over and over again. Phew! I am so proud of myself. Hopefully after a few time slow jog to the memorable bedok jetty, i hope to increase my speed. But it takes time I know. Tat's my new mission!! woo hoo!!! after Jogging, we hit the gym. I manage to do 1 set and wrap up. After that we went over to Mama's house for dinner.

And now im at home. Just finised chatting with Eja (my sister-in law) and web cam with Botak. I really miss him so much.
That’s all for today.

p.s: Today we went to the airport for lunch (t2, canteen) It reminded me of Ah Tong. I miss lunching and te breaking with her. Haiz..... It's just January!! 23 more months TO GO...!!!! Miss u so much my Bfffffff......

Xoxo..

2010-01-24T18:09:00.000+08:00

I got super high AGAIN!!

LOL... that's damn weird, I totally stopped consuming acholol last year and this year, Im totally in it again! tat's is damn weird.

Yesterday after the boring farewell dinner at NSC, we headed down to our all time favourite pub, Georges. I was totally dressed up coz we are going to meet AL for his Birthday drinking session. After Georges, we headed down to Demsy Hill to meet AL up and guess who send us there?? My President, Mr LTP insist on sending us and i got no choice. The feeling in his car were sooo tense. We could even hear the crickets sound when he stopped at the traffic light. Damn... how could anyone drive without switching on radio. Anyway... thank you Mr Low for the ride.After demsy hill, we headed down to Selegi Road. I dun even know what's the pub name lar. And the music were transt. It makes u super high and super fast. The loud music really make ur head spin. We left there at about 4.30am and my husband is totally DRUNK! hahahah. I had fun Tho!

I have something to confess...... I dun know why, but i got super sentive lately. And guess who suffers??? My poor husband of coz! I dun know why but i gets jelouse easily. Tat is damn scarry ar! I am so sorry sayang to put u in this state. I dun know why?!? probably I fee so insecure as always. I think i have to control my sensitivity before thing gets worst!

2010-01-22T08:56:00.002+08:00

In the office now and HangOver -period-
will elobrate more when Im sober.
FML

2010-01-21T13:12:00.002+08:00

I love my jogging session yesterday. I never felt this happy ever since I started excising. I manage to jog all the way from NSC to NSRCC and back to NSC without stopping. Despite of feeling left behind by Nana, Uncle, Jiawen, Husband and wanty I felt that my endurance level has grown. I literary did it! Good job Jal!

After jogging we went in to the gym for light work out. Jiawen has been very supportive and of coz I have my husband to support me from behind. I manage to do push weight for my thigh 50 times, 50 half sit up, 50 rowing and 50 weight lifting. It really roxz! I am feeling so motivated now!!!

All I had fer dinner was salad with a little bit to thousand island. I dun know why I can’t eat raw vegetables probably becoz of the taste.

Today in the office, I manage to MSN with ahtong again. Eventho she’s not here, she’s always in my heart (ewww) hehehe. Yeah I know, very mushy rote. I miss her so much. Despite of her being at US, we could still gossip. Heheheheheheh. She said sumting touching to me today :

meitong in idaho says:

Sounds very mushy ah, but i missed u during the drive to salt lake city over the weekend. i saw the pretty snowy mountains and i tot u would love to see the scenery. tat moment i missed u a lot. haha

So sweet rite… I miss u too babe!!!!

I got to go now. Have loads to do and we will be meeting Al tonight fer dinner and early drinking session for his birthday celebration. :)

and btw, my little nephew is sick. so sad!! Get well soon baby!

2010-01-18T18:48:00.000+08:00

This morning when I reached office, I was struck by Monday, but it was just for a little while. I was awake by Huzaini lateness for School meeting at Jurong. The meeting was schedules at 11.00am and Hu reached office at 11.00am!! urgh!! Wad the hell.. he over slept. Roh reached there 1st and talk to the teacher while we make our way there. After meeting, we headed down to KTM for lunch. It was yummy! I felt so satisfied after craving for 1 week and I had it… Hmmmm my yummy Kentang Ball…!!! After that we brought back goring pisang from there for tea break.

After a 1 week of sick break, we are starting again. Ot to start jogging today. We have great kaki now. Uncle Edwin & Mayling will be joining us. And we gonna have a big group jogging together on Friday & Friday. How cool rite??? We are trying to be fitter but tea break is still in our schedule. Hehehehehheh.

I was hopping to get pregnant now. I tot I was feeling the early symptom of pregnancy but as usual, I didn’t want to disappoint husband and myself. What I can do now is just waiting till end of this month hoping that I won’t bleed. But high hope that my menz will appear im feeling the craps now. Damn! Another unsuccessful try.

We’ve been trying every month but have not have a positive result. Haiz, maybe god thinks’ that we are not ready yet. But it’s kind of hurt when you really want something but you don’t get it. I hurt me so much. Next weekend we are going for Husband’s cousin baby 1 month ceremony. It’s kind of sad. I didn’t really want to go but I have no choice. I just hate it when people keep on asking when will it be our turn, I hate it.. Hate it so much!! Some people just dun understand…. It’s not that I don’t want but it’s not the time yet.
(ya allah, kurniakan lah aku seorang zuriat, Insyallah)

And BTw, I had a great weekend. I had lots of fun playing with my nephew. He's rounder and cuter now. No matter what happen to his future, I will want to be by his side to support him in everything he need. I don't know why his father is making such decision but i hope he leave for good. Husband and I are will to be his god parents. Shower him with tender loving care. And i don't want him to feel fatherless coz we are here for him. I love u so much BOTAK TEK!!!!!!

2010-01-15T11:39:00.004+08:00

You are not solving my problem!!
You are repeating what I’ve just said!!!!!!!!
*enough said*

the best time to blog is when you are frustrated and feels like crying and you got no one to talk to. *DAMN*

Recovering…

2010-01-14T10:18:00.001+08:00

Over the weekend I fell sick. The feeling was horrible. I hate it when im down with fever, flu and cough, it obviously ended in asthma attacked. We didn’t went out over the weekend as both of us were sick (ultimate love bird). But I got to go to work despite of not feeling well. I and Pris were at Greendale Secondary School for CCA Orientation and after that I went back to NSC. I was feeling horrible. But I have no choice, it’s was the 1st day of training and I have to be there. I left at 4.30pm and head back home straight. At home, I popped in 2 panadol and went to sleep. Woke up feeling slightly better and watched dvd with husband. Same goes with Sunday… coughing like hell and my chest were congested with phlegm. I decided to see the doctor on Monday and get a good scolding form my doctor for keeping my whizzing over the weekend. I tot my inhaler could rescue me but I was wrong. And till today, Im still on medication and inhaler (3x a day with 2 puffs) it was damn sick. I cant go gym and keep up with my jogging. I hope I will get well by next week. I've been drinking honey & lemon in hot water and it's work well. I slept better last night. Not too much coughing. You should try it when ur having cough. It's the best remedy.

Yesterday afternoon, I manage to chat with AH tong fer a little while. I was so happy. I hope she’s getting on well there. The weather is damn cold there. How I wish I could visit her and play in the snow. Hahahh.. FAT HOPE!

I am still considering to buy a laptop or not. I will get my home computer repair this weekend. Tat means getting a laptop is unnecessary.
Time really fly so fast, tis November Bella is getting married. Tat’s damn fast issint it. This year gonan be a bz year for my family.

I miss my sisters gathering so much. Shall organize fer a sisters and brothers steamboat soon.
So princesses… are you in for it?!?!?!?!?!?!

2010-01-04T16:46:00.001+08:00

What’s your New Year Resolution?

Mine will be the same every year.

1) to loose loads of weight! My target is 60 kg

2) Obtained a driving licence

3) To get pregnant

4) get as pay raise

5) to have an awersome birthday celebration

6) dun want to stress myself over small little things

7) be happy & healthy

8) spend less

9) don’t withdraw my saving

10) get a new sofa fer Hari Raya

11) Talk less at werk

12) smoke lesser

13) change my house decoration

14) go gym every Monday, Wednesday & Friday without miss

15) Stop walking but start jogging and time myself

16) learnt to wear jeans more often

17) Go on holiday with my parents (some where further)

18) Don't work hard, work smart

19) Read though my before i send them out

20) make less mistake in my work

21) Dun get angry with parents at work

Lastly

22) sit on an airplane( LOL)

hello 2010

2010-01-04T16:25:00.000+08:00

1st day of work in the new year. The feeling is suckz, my stress anxiety appeared last night. I had a bad headache (I didn’t have it over my holiday week). Damn!!! Could it be allergy to work (LOL). Shopping make me feel so much better and make me totally happy, that’s why it is called retail therapy.

We went fer a short trip 3 days ago. It was a fun trip despite the quarrel I had with husband over his drunken attitude. I guess was over reacted over it. I am so sorry husband. The hotel we stayed serves an awesome breakfast. I think that’s the only thing I enjoy the most. These are the things we did there:

Day 1 – Left home at 9.15am

-drove our car to Harbor front, collect out tickets

- had a disgusting breakfast (half boiled egg) I totally hate it

- board the ferry and sleep our way thru till we reach batam

- Check in the hotel, put our bag and SHOPPING & lunch!!

- had dinner in the hotel, drink, get half drunk and go karaoke

- did stupid thing on our way back to the hotel and sleep

Day 2 - Woke up at 8.30am for breakfast, swimming

- took a cab to DC mall, boring shopping

- got back to hotel to put our things down and a short nap

- woke up, went out fer dinner and play the scarry sparkles

- went up to our room, drink and drunk then sleep

Day 3 - Woke up at 10.00am for breakfast

- nap, shower and check out

- excited for the SPA but it was a disappointing ones.

- Late lunch and back to Batam Ferry Terminal

- Reached S’pore and drove back home. On the way we stopped at Mac fer dinner.

- Reached home, dinner, unpack and sleep with my stupid headache.

I had a bad cut while opening my facial cotton pack with a stupid eyebrown shaver. My blood bust out and I bleed so much. This is wad happens when your lazy to walk out of the room and a get a scissors to do the job. *Bustard*
My Bestie left this morning at 5am and I didn’t get to see her. Buti manage to call her at night. Goanna miss her so much but it’s alrite.. I can still chat with her on msn (what are technologies for man?!?!?!) I guess she’s still in the plane and will be reaching Idaho anytime soon. Will try to see if she’s online today!! Miss you babe!

2009-12-30T10:48:00.000+08:00

I am so deprive of sleep! Thanks to the bastard above me. I dun know wad the fuck are they trying to do early in the fucking morning! It started since 8.30 mother Fucking morning!! URGH!! I can’t get back to sleep ever since it’s started. I tried to put my MP3 on but I just won’t help. URGH!!!! Please dun make me a murderer!! Thanks to the bustard, I’ve develop an eye bag and flu…!! Urrrrgghhh!!!! MOTHER FUCKING BASTARD!!!! Please FUCKing Stop WHATEVERY U’r DOING and let me Sleep!

(please excuse me for my beautiful language…)

Anyway, yesterday was Queen Birthday and we had dinner at airport T3. Everyone were there except fer abg acit n khai. We had great fun laughing together and of coz eating together as a family. I love my parents so much!

I guess today will be a boring day as im not planning to go out. Im freaking broke and tired. I am so looking forward to Friday. I totallt cant wait. I hope it wont be a disappointing holiday. I just wanna rest n relax and of coz… EAT!! Hahah… Speaking of which.. We are going fer a jog later in the evening when husband got home. I need to burn those calories! The Popeye chicken skin yeaterday really kills me. And the Candy I bought at the Candy Empire was another killer. I spend so much there yesterday and it really makes me feels sooo damn happy!! I totally love candy…

Okie dokie… Going to watch Opera and sip on my coffee now…

Chao

Xoxo

2009-12-29T12:50:00.000+08:00

I LOVE SHOPPING AT TAMPINES!!!!!

Yesterday I woke up at 12.30noon (DaMN!) I’ve been sleeping damn late and will be having trouble getting up when work resume on the 4th January… I woke up.. have my coffee and start with house werk!. I have loads to do.. Fold the clothes that been laying in the guestroom’s bed for months. I think it’s like 4-5 rounds of washing and I did it!! I folded everything.. Good Job. Then move on the sweeping the house and mop the floor. Phew.. I manage to do everything in less then 2 hours and rest. While watching TV, husband called me and asks me to shower as he’s on the way to pick me up. I quickly shower, get dressed and make up and came down. I followed husband to ford road fer his hubbing and then we proceed to Tampines. We parked at Tampines One and walked around. The 1st Shop I went into was so crowded and I didn’t get anything there. Next was Dorothy Perkins. I totally love that shop and I got 1 purple Toga top and it’s beautiful…. Next we went in to Promod to look for the legging that I’ve been searching fer… I totally love it so much!! I would like to thank husband fer his hard werk and not giving up. (sweet) and I got 1 pretty black top choose by husband.

Then we walked to TM to Levis as husband wanted to buy a jeans there and after trying 3 pairs of jeans… He decided on 522. After shopping we went over to mama hse fer dinner and went home after that.
Thank you husband fer going shopping with me 

And today is Queen’s Birthday. We are heading to Airport T3 fer dinner. I dun know why but everytime when im going to the airport I felt so excited. Hahah… werid!

Alrity… tat’s all fer now. Got to go and shower and get dressed. Meeting Bella, Bum n queen at TM later for more Shoooping!!!!!!!!!!

2009-12-27T20:36:00.004+08:00

WOW!!! I totally salute the Singapore Idol’s Final opening. They really did a good job and the audiences rox the whole damn thing… The indoor stadium were full… can you believe it?!?!? How anyone could survived the crowd. I would rather watch it at home but ya I know, the atmospheres are not the same, I’m pretty excited to see who wins. Well both of them are really good tho. Very hard decision fer everyone to choose whose the winner and the 3^rd Singapore idol. For the passed 2 idols we all knows that the winner are malay.. Could it be the 3^rd time?? Insyallah…. All the best to you guys!!! P.s: rox when she sang Boom Boom Pow just now… whoo hoo… I admire her so much!

Last Friday, we drove in to Malacca with Queen, King, along, me and husband. We left home at 6.45am to fetch them at Tampines. It was 7.45am and there were traffic Jam to Woodlances checkpoint but well Jam wasn’t tat bad, husband and I went thru worst before! We drove all the way to Johor and stopped a little while fer a quick lunch and one of the stop (which I dun know where). After that we drove all the way to Malacca. That was my very 1^st time to Malacca and it was CROWDED! There was a huge shopping mall and guess wad?? There were Mango, Esprit, Vincci and more.. Well I didn’t shop a lot as I was too tired. But we manage to EAT A LOT!!! Hhahahah… I dun know why, but I enjoy eating so much and it’s scarring me.(P.s: Pictures are with along, hope she will post it up in FB soon)

Yesterday after jempotan at woodlance, we (King, Queen, Me n Husband) drove in to johor AGAIN! Hahahh…. We went to Danga Bay. We spend quiet a lot of time there and the Queen and the King were very happy shopping there J after shopping, we went to Singgah selalu fer dinner and drove the Queen and King back to their castle.

On the way home, husband asked me if I felt better after bringing my parents out over the weekend and my answer is… “I really dun know, I could still feel so bad” wanna know why?? Well this coming Friday Bella, Mabok, abg Acit, Along, Husband and I we going fer a short relaxing trip to Batam and I was trying to make it up to my parent’s coz we didn’t tell them that we are going to Batam. OMG… I totally felt sooo bad!

And today, is our rest day after a hetict weekend. We woke up almost 1pm today, watched did and I cooked today.. hehehh…

Hmm… It’s Queen’s Birthday this coming Tuesday.. wad’s the plan princesses???? Text me k!!!

Alrity.. got to go now. Wanna catch up with the Singapore Idols.

Chao..

Xoxo

2009-12-24T00:17:00.000+08:00

It's been a buzy week.

Alhamdulliah..... my parents got their new flat. They will be shifting in 2013. Everything went smoothly yesterday.

Today I went out for a date with my Nephew at TM. We had lunch at Swensen and went to arcarde.

Tomorrow, Tampines again... will be meeting ah bert and ah tong fer lunch tomorrow... Will be meeting ah tong at her house bus stop at 12.50pm and will be walking over to TM..... Can't wait to see her tmr... XOXO

Then... Friday... driving up to malacca with my Queen and King

Good nite all....

P.s: For the very 1st time...I highlighted my hair...

2009-12-18T09:03:00.000+08:00

After almost a week, we hit the gym last night. I was trying to burn all the fattening food I had for the passed few days. I pushed myself to jog as far as possible and I think I made it. After jogging we went into the gym a did some work out. Honestly, excising make u sleep very well at night.
Last Night before going to sleep, Husband and I had a little chit chat. I pity husband I can feel the tension between him and work. I really felt so bad for him. This issue is making him stress. We are still considering if he could open up his own courier company. I think we have to think very hard on that. Not an easy way out of the stress, wad I worry most is, it’s going to add more issues.

Must be wondering how come we talk about this?!?! Well I told husband, we seem to be drifting apart. When ever I wanna get closed to him at home, he felt so irritated. I was so upset. I dun know why. So he told me the truth and open up and told me wad’s bothering him.
I really hope everything will go fine soon. (insyallah) I even told him that Im scared.. Im scared that if he keeps on acting this way, I might get bored and I don’t want anything bad to happen. Everyone knows that I am an attention seek freak.

I have a strong belief in : LOVE IS NOT SHOWING BUT DOING…..

2009-12-17T13:31:00.002+08:00

Last Weekend were bad, I didn’t have great weekend eventho I took off last Friday. My UTI is killing me, but husband say… just see how the next day if I’m still not well den we will see the doctor…

Friday: I had my morning massage. I had 2 hours of massage but I didn’t really enjoy it as my UTI hurts so much. After my massage I took panadol and continue my beauty sleep. Woke up at 1.00pm, wash up and went down staris to get some stuff to cook. I manage to cook despite of the pain I had. Mum n bella came over at 5pm.
Saturday: We had a good sleep (even tho I was in pain) woke up at 1130hrs and ate our breakfast. Shower at 1.30pm, got dressed up and went for our movie at Great World City. We watch twilight. It was great. After our movie…we went to Changi Village flea market fer a walk. And went home after tat.

Sunday: As usual.. we woke up late, watch TV and wash ourcar at 3pm. After that we headed down to Compass point fer our late lunch and went back home. The only thing I enjoy the most is playing computer game with husband at home till 11.00pm. and today, as usual… Monday blues. Keeps on yawing, cannot forcuse, dun feel like down work. And im feeling sick. And guess wad??? My UTI is still there. I think it’s time to visit the doctor.

2009-12-17T13:07:00.004+08:00

i just do not understand why sometimes life brings you up so high, just to let you fall back to ground. Like having a really sweet dream just to wake up finding reality crashing to the flooor! In other words, I was so excited to my my pay this month together with my 13th month but onces it creditedto my account I have to do up my planning on where the money will go to. After calculation, I relised that I only have $500 to spend and I have a whole list of things to do *urgh*

My List

1. rebond my hair and hightlighted it

2. need to buy more clothing

3. clubbing

4. manicure & Pedicure

5. shoes

6. bags

OmG… I think I shall sell my ass!! *any buyer??*

Yesterday after werk we head down to Johor fer dinner. We went to Kampong Orang Asli and it’s damn scarry as it’s was my 1st time. The people there are so weird, well I know.. wad do I expect rite?!?! It’s KAMPONG! We had our piggy seafood dinner on a kelong and I had so much fun. In my car were Shufen, Nana, Ah Hu and of coz my husband. We had so much fun in the car laughing at some old time stupid jokes like Aksi Mat Yoyo and TORA datang lagi dengan permainan BARU!!! Hahah…. Super old school rite?!?!? After dinner we drove back to Singapore andf on the way to TUAS Check point we stopped at Jusco for a quickie shopping. It was 10.20+pm and the Shopping centre will be closing in 10 MINUTES TIME!! Hahah… YES! We really brisk walked there… and Shu Fen was super fast! In 10 mins… we manage to racky the place and found VINCCI… our favourite shoe boutique. And guess wad?? It took Shufen 5 mins to buy a pair of nice shinny sandle. It’s cheap and pretty!! But I didn’t wanna stress my breath to rush for shopping. Maybe I shall drop by there one of these day with husband where we wont need to rush. After the 10 mins hopping, we drove back to Singapore and send Nana to Raffles Marina to pick up her bike, then Ah Hu to tampines, Shufen to Hougang and then punggol. Poor husband…. He must be very tired driving the whole day.

I am so in a holiday Mood…. Totally no mood to do any werk! 1 more day to go and then a 2 weeks break!! Woooohooo

2009-12-16T09:14:00.001+08:00

I'm totally feeling better from my UTI.... *phew*

I really hope time will fly super fast today. I am so looking forward to our seafood dinner later tonite at Johor. Great company going Daniel, Meitong, Shufen, Nana, Ah Hu, Husband and I. Mum, Joa n Jhing cancelled the trip as mum’s passport is expired and she realized it only yesterday.

Yesterday after werk, husband and I headed down to Parkway fer a little shopping. I bought 3 tops and 1 legging. Husband bought 1 Jeans and 1 mat rape top. He looked so cute in it tho :) . I also bought present for Ah Tong and hope she likes it. I spend about $150 yesterday I dun know why I don’t feel happy about it.. sob sob.

Alrity got to go now.. Running the race without aunty Mayling for the very 1st time. Hope everything will run smoothly.

It’s gonna be a Lonely Week…

2009-12-15T09:27:00.000+08:00

I really hope Ah Si will be coming in today. I am freaking lonely. No one to talk to. Yesterday was a suckz and quiet Monday. Can’t even focus my task, so I slacked most of the time. We lunched in yesterday and Im dying to go out today.
Finally I went to visit my Gp yesterday. Have been enduring the pain since last Friday. As soon as I stepped out of the doctor’s room, I went to the toilet to pee. When I got out of the toilet the pain was killing me so I requested for a painkiller from the nurse and the doctor called me in for the 2nd time. He says that he can only give me an antibiotic, as he does not know what is really wrong with me. I have symptoms of UTI but it can still look like an appendix. I freaked out! Totally freaked out especially when he said that if the pain still there after I took the antibiotic I have to straight to the HOSPITAL..!!! I totally freaked out! While waiting for husband to collect my medicine I was sweating like hell. I was in pain. I could even get up. When husband came to me and tear, I was really in pain. He walked me slowly to the car and drove me to mama house fer dinner. Right after dinner, I quick took my medicines and felt better after that. I was so scared that pain wondn’t goes away. Thank god! This morning when I got up, I could still feel the pain but it wasn’t as bad as yesterday. *Phew*

I would like to wish my bestie.. Lin Meitong a HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!

I am so looking forward to tomorrow JB Makan Sutera with her.

XOxo

2009-12-14T14:50:00.001+08:00

Last Weekend were bad, I didn’t have great weekend eventho I took off last Friday. My UTI is killing me, but husband say… just see how the next day if I’m still not well den we will see the doctor…

Friday: I had my morning massage. I had 2 hours of massage but I didn’t really enjoy it as my UTI hurts so much. After my massage I took panadol and continue my beauty sleep. Woke up at 1.00pm, wash up and went down staris to get some stuff to cook. I manage to cook despite of the pain I had. Mum n bella came over at 5pm.

Saturday: We had a good sleep (even tho I was in pain) woke up at 1130hrs and ate our breakfast. Shower at 1.30pm, got dressed up and went for our movie at Great World City. We watch twilight. It was great. After our movie…we went to Changi Village flea market fer a walk. And went home after tat

Sunday: As usual.. we woke up late, watch TV and wash ourcar at 3pm. After that we headed down to Compass point fer our late lunch and went back home. The only thing I enjoy the most is playing computer game with husband at home till 11.00pm.

And today, as usual… Monday blues. Keeps on yawing, cannot forcuse, dun feel like down work. And im feeling sick. And guess wad??? My UTI is still there. I think it’s time to visit the doctor.

It's been a Buzy Thursday at Werk

2009-12-10T17:00:00.001+08:00

I am so looking forward for tomorrow massage. My massue will be coming at 9.00am and yes I know it's kinda early but she say.. Massage early in the morning is good. I will definitely sleep after my massage.

Today has been a buzy day fer me. I done up quiet a lot of thing in the office and I was hopping the time will fly fast today. But when I looked up the clock just 4.45pm sian… and since I have 1 more hour to go.. I decided to blog.

We had an awesome lunch in the office today. Vinz made a tempanyaki fer us. And of coz.. Since there no chili I made one.. hehhehe. I blend chillie padi, garlic, black sos and lime juice and tada… everyone loves it! I really miss Ah Tong so much. I will be more fun with her ard. And without her in the office I didn’t talk as much as I used to be.

Anyway, I will be meeting her LATER!!! Wooohoooo!! I’m so excited. I miss miss miss her soo much! Meeting her and Daniel at Ikea then we are going fer dinner together… and I will be off tomorrow. How NICE!!

Alrity.. got to go now… chao…

P.S: I called my fav nephew just now… He’s so cute; he told me loads of things, about his best friend, school and girlfriend (yes I know.. cute rite?!?!?). I will bring him out on the 21 December maybe to TM for little shopping and of coz swensen. Heheheh

Boring Monday....

2009-12-07T09:42:00.000+08:00

Hi good morning.... It's a lame Monday!In the office today are just a few of us. Uncle, PM, SLY and Joa... Boring..... ML took her off today and I think i wanna clear my off in lieu this week before the closure. This morning when i got up from bed I didnt look forwrad to werk coz Meitong is no longer here... sad! Came in the office and had breakfast with uncle. I didnt wanna talk much today. Just be by myself. Haiz...

2009-12-03T08:42:00.002+08:00

It's Thursday...

OMG tmr will meitong's last day at werk. And of coz the most emotional person here is no other then me. I guess the whole federation knows that i am going to suffer without her. Before Frenny left to Langkawi he said to me 'so jal, wad are u going to do without meitong ar??!" Im speechless... I am so not ready fer it but i have to be strong. There are many ways fer us to communicate when she's at US. I desperately need a laptop!
Tomorrow will be her farewell party. Despite of my buzy schedule during the closure, i promised myself to spend more time with her. . . . .

We will be at TM today after werk.. searching fer some stuff *shhhhhhhh* heheheheheheh

2009-12-02T08:51:00.003+08:00

Hi Good Morning...

I didn't woke up fresh this morning. I still have the uncomfortable feeling since Monday. Ppl ard me should know why. I didn't wanna deliberate it it. I pity my husband. I know that i am not suppose to tell him how i felt but who else can I share it with?!? I am so sorry if i hurt you syg. But i couldn't take it anymore! I also know that i shouldn't feel uncomfortable coz it's my home. But i dun know why... well i guess.. What can't be cured, must be endured. *enough said*

2009-12-01T17:08:00.011+08:00

Hey YA!!!!

Today is the 1st day of December.. and im counting the days to the long long closure!! Have loads of plans.

5 Dec - Johore (Husband need to pimp his car AGAIN!)

19 Dec - Johore (AGAIN?!?! but this time with along n abg acit)

25-26 Dec - Malacca Trip with mama n abah

1-3 Jan - Batam Trip with along, jamillah.... (So sad.. bum cannot go..)

4 Jan - Meitong will be flying off to Idaho for 2 years and BACK TO WERK for me!

Buzy Buzy Buzy.....!!!!
Last weekend i had fun. It was another awesome long weekend.

Friday

Left home at 8.45am to Johore. Even tho it's early in the morning.. the traffic at the start of Johor were crazy!

Before heading to MIL hse.. we went to the workshop as husband need to service his car. We were there for 5 hungry hours. Apart from servicing.. husband pimp his car. Sian... After reaching my MIL hse, we all prepare fer th eBBq.. It was Yummy!! super yummy.

Saturday

The day that i looking forward to. Had Dinner with Hubin, Dennis, Meitong, Daniel, Husband n Me! We went to the Tembuan Mas an Indonesian Restaurant to eat.. NASI PADANG!! hahahah. It was my 1st time there lar.. overall.. the food was not too bad.

After that I went home to change as I was overdressed to our next location. We met the other again at E-Hub fer a movie. That Nija show.. which i cannot remember the title. I hate that show.. It's so bloody.. all you could hear from me was.. Ouch!, Ewww! OUch! Eww! hahah Thank god there's Rain... He made it worth watching... Ooooouuuuu.... I totally love his abs... He was damn HOT! HOT! HOT!

After movie, we head down to Pasir Ris Park fer a drink. we went to the Beach Culture at Water Cross. It was quiet a relaxing place especially with good company!

Sunday

We slack at home... woke up super late and went to werk at 2.30pm. Had a Graduation Day on that day. After that went over to mama house as i misses my mommy so much. On the way there, huband drop me off at Tampines One as i was craving fer J.CO yummy yougrt ice-cream! Yummy!!!!

Monday

At werk was ok.. not toobad. eventho there were dark clouds passing by my back. Im cool with that. It's a matter of getting used to it. hahahah. and I did a google search for Mustika Ratu SPA in Batam. It was DAMN CHEAP!!!! Bring me to batam NOW!!!! heheheh

We hitted the gym AT LAST! hahah... we have not been gyming fer almost 2 weeks.. ultimate slacker! It was a tiring gym yesterday. After gym, we went to my Sister in Law house to fetch my MIL.

Tuesday

I woke up extremly happy as Mamad Dan slept with us last night. heheh so cute. This morning he woke up alittle bit cranky.. i quickly make his milk and feed him. He's back to happy baby after that. While i was showing, husband took care of him. They are soo cute. really cute. I really cannot wait fer my time to come.

Today at werk.. we all were happy.......

2009-11-26T08:26:00.010+08:00

TMR IS PH.....!!!

I am so looking forward to meet my nephew tmr!!!

I am super duper early today. reached office at 8.15am. As usual.. i'm the 1st one to arrive. I dun know what happen to me last night. I didn't get to have a good sleep. I woke up almost every hour thinking. Thinking of...?!?! My Best Friend last day... sob sob... It's 26 November today and her last day will be on Wednesday 2 December!!!!!!!!! OMG!! can somebody freeze the clock now plz?!?!?!?! I dun know why but i got very worried over it... What worst is... MY COMPUTER AT HOME DIED!!!! I have to get a lappy ASAP...!! that will be my only way to get connected with her. haiz... How time flies... When the 1st time i met her... both of us were just a stranger... as years goes by.. be become very comfortable as colleagues and down the road we felt that we have loads of thing in common and became BFFFFFFF....... and now... my bff is about to leave me for 2 years... Sad... so so Sad... haiz,... I have to make full use of the time today, monday, Tuesday and of coz... till her last last of werk.. Wednesday.. Haiz..

Yesterday we had hell of great time at Step by step... My foot massage was awesome but i dun really like my full body massage. That guy almost killed me. and becoz of that... My whole body is aching badly... OMG!!! Where's my Indonesian massue?? I couldn't contact her.. I desperately need her service NOW!!!!

2009-11-24T16:28:00.002+08:00

My Brain is exhausted

Freaking bz since morning. Preparing for the NSC Squad Graduation Day on Sunday. Im trying my very best to do everything before Thursday as I dun wanna come on Saturday to finish up my task. I will be coming at ard 3pm on Sunday. Feels like my eyes are popping out... editing pictures really drives my eyes crazy.

After 2 weeks break.. I finally going to hit the gym today. Im feeling super fat! Super dupper FAT! I am so going to werk damn hard in the gym today. I really have to get my big fat ass moving.

Today is the 24 November and Meitong last day is just ard the corner.. SOB SOB!! I am so scared... so so scared.... I am so going to spend loads to time with her during the closure.

Tomorrow.. will be our off day AT LAST! I am so going to sleep till noon, then kunch then massage appointment at 2.00pm. Woohoo!!!!!! ehy ladies.. see you babe at West plaza!! heheheh

2009-11-23T21:03:00.002+08:00

Im at Mama hse now, just finished eating our dinner. Dad bought my fav food TULANG from beach road.. yummy. But i dun know why, today i just ate only 1 pcs. Not in the mood fer tulang. I guess im too tired from NOSS championship.
Today, the regatta ended well. Thank go everything run smoothly.

Tomorrow in the office is just me, Meitong, Joa & nana... everyone else is off. Meitong n I will be taking our off on Wednesday. We are heading to step by step for foot massage with mummy n Jhing. Wednesday will be a gurls day out! After massage, we will go fer tea and then maybe back to my hse fer a movie marathon. I am so looking forward to Wednesday! I so wanna wake up late n sleep like a PIG... ehehhehehehe

Alrity.. I going home soon. Very sleepy... Nytz everyone...

XOXO

2009-11-22T11:05:00.003+08:00

I looking forward to Twilight Saga New Moon. I will be out in December i guess. Every time i tot about it.. His face just stucked in my mind..

Give him to me plsss... I just can't help it. I kept on thinking of him.. awwww

Today is the 2nd day of the NOSS Championship. How time flies. I think the time is ticking super fast. Tmr will be the last day of the event and I'm going fer a massage on Wednesday. Still considering to go Step by step or just ask my massue to come over. It will be another hard werking weekend next Sunday. But im sure it's not going to be as stressful and my PD trip. :)

Can't really blog much.. my frends here are talking about this new Yahoo Shopping online tingy.. I got to go and visit it now!!!!

2009-11-17T23:03:00.010+08:00

I Survived!!!

Hello lovely readers.. I am so glad that im back in Singapore safe and alive. We left PD at 12.00pm and reached NSC at 4.30pm. I was so happy to see my frends. I hate to see brother sup. The moment he sees me, he started to asked me about werk. HORRIBLE!! For goodness sick, I've just arrived and you start asking me this and that *URGHHHH* What worst is he asked me to werk.. OMG!! I my brain is totally jam. I almost cried yesterday.. but I have to hold it back and pretend to be happy. I totally hate it.

Today.. we send mabok to airport. He left to Pattaya for werk. Bella is so sad.. she teared.. I know how it feels to see the one you love leaving you for 2 weeks. "Gurl.. dun be sad k. we are here fer you if you need any help" love you soo much! be strong and this is the time fer you to be independent!

After airport, we went to Mount A to visit Kelvin's wife. She gave birth to a beautiful baby gurl... cody...

After that we headed down to Vivo City fer a random date... I was so happy. We catch a movie.. 2012. It was awesome you really got to watch it. After that we went fer a window shopping and we bought something i really like so much. worth spending fer. Husband got me a produce from Isral. It's a Dead Sea Natural Beauty stuff. Even tho it cost me a Boomz.... i really think it's good and worthy!!!!

That's the pampering body kit (I totally LOVE IT!!!)
1. SPA Exfoliating Shower Gel (Grapefruit)
2. SPA Body Butter
3. SPA Scrub Salt
4. Body & Hand Cream
5. Nail Cuticle Oil
6. Buffer

That is :
1. Dead Sea Cleanser
2. Dead Sea Toner Water
3. Mud mask (it really roxz!!)
4. Moisturize

I am sooo happy!!

I will be having another day off tmr. still considering to follow bum fer her photoshoot or not. Will be bored to death if i didnt go out tmr. But i need some rest.

Alright.. Got to go now... I'm going to scrub my feet with the Spa Scrub salt...

Btw... I miss gossiping with MEITONG!!!!

Nytz....

2009-11-11T08:37:00.002+08:00

It's Our 3 Years Anniversary!!!!

First of all.. I would like to say to my very special person in my life.. Mohamed Iskandar Hamdan "Happy 3 Years Anniversary darling..." Thank you for loving and taking care of me all these while. Thanks for making me standing back on my clumsy feet every time i fall, Thank you for believing in me in everything I do, Thank you for being on my side every time I need you. Thank you! Thank You! Thank You!! I couldn't asked for anything more from you. Thank You so much Sayang. I would like to thanked God for bring us together... (awwww.. so sweet) heheeheh

So sorry for those mushy stuff up there..

It's 11/11/2009....

Brother Sup and Sister Sup will be back to the office today. There are loads of stuff to hand over before I will be away to PD tomorrow onwards. I didnt have a good sleep last night, as usual.. i think too much! Thinking about werk... well I think, Ah Tong was right... I should have worried about hym... People walnut while Im just a peanut... Just get the walnut does the worrying and thinking. I really hope I've did my very best while all the Sups are away.

And now, I have to get a few more thing to be done before I leave.

Today, after werk, I got to bring Zizi to mama hse. And do a little more packing before I leave tmr... Im praying hard and hoping that thing will go fine.. (insyallah)

2009-11-10T10:39:00.002+08:00

I wanna go US with Ah Tong..

pls pls pls... bring me along. I dun mind being your gossip maid there and Iskandar can be ur driver... Our pay is negotiable.. hahah (as per our discussion) shhh.. inside joke. please take me away from this stressful place.

Yesterday I had my gyn appointment. Just after i stepped out of my Gyne room i started to teared... I was feeling emo.. so emo,... Should i give up?!?!? The moment i got in the car i started to cry... and i can really cry... I cried from KKH to punggol. I didnt even wanna talk. Thank god i have a patient husband.

This morning, i received a call from KKH form me to make an appointment from IVF (IUI) sad.... so sad... I was so lost. Should i or not go for it?!?! I shared with meitong... and teared. I am so lost. When Jamillah called.. I shared with her and started to cry again.. Thanks to Jamiilah fer your golden advised. I think i shouldn't give up. I am so emo today. Didnt even have the mood to do my werk. But i have no choice. I have loads to settle before I go PD on Thursday. I haven't even have the time to start packing.

I hitting gym today and packing when i got home. Too many thing with too little time. I hope everything will be alrite. (nsyallah)

Btw... HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!

2009-11-09T12:37:00.003+08:00

It's the Start of the tiring week...

it's a sleepy Monday, I am feeling so tired from weekend. my neck ache fer the pass two days and it huts so much.

On friday, we had slumber party with Al, Mabok, Jamillah at my castle. It was fun. The debate session abt malay gurls and it's really rox!! hahaha... so much argument till 2.00am.

On Saturday, we woke up at 9.00am. watched cartoon, dvd. I n jamillah made jempot-jempot bawang.. it was yummy... It was 5.30pm and we decided to go swimming at ford rd.

Reached there at 7.30pm.. swimm till 9.30pm the we headed down to Kallang mac fer dinner. I am so into mac now. not so much fer the food but fer the monopoly stickers.. I think it's a very smart marketing.

On Sunday, woke up at 10.00am.. had breakfast then fetch bum and khai and head down to Hajjah esah cafe at Arab street. Bum's performance was the 1st one.. Overall.. i think she did a good and awesome job! she gets better and better everytime she performed. I am so looking forward to her new song.. WALAU!
After her show.. husband & I left at bout 4.45pm.. went back home to change and head down to Furama Riverfront fer dinner with brothers & sisters. We started eating at 6.45pm and stopped eating at 9.45pm.. OMG!!! I know.. So fattening rite.. hahaha but we had so much fun eating and laughing.. My favorite are the marshmallows dipped in chocolate fondue. Yummy!!

Today.. we had Mac fer lunch... Mac AGAIN!!! hahahahahahahah I have to stop this.. This is so SICK! I eat mac almost everyday.. This is super crazy!
Husband and I wont be hitting the gym tonite as I've got my gyne appointment at 6.30pm later. I really hope everything is goanna be alrite and I really hope the gyne can give me new medication for me to try. Haiz...

Alrity.. It's almost 3pm and i hasnt start werk yet... Ultimate MONDAY BLUES......

XOxo

2009-11-06T15:59:00.004+08:00

We Had Yummy Lunch...!!!

2009-11-06T10:59:00.002+08:00

TGIF....!!!!

At LAST it's Friday.... the day that everyone is waiting for. I was suppose to be happy coz it's friday but i dun know why.. i just felt that sumting is missing or sumting scarry abt werk... hmph... I dun know why...?!?! But all i know.. i almost complete my task. Im starting to feel very very worry.
ok ok ... this have to stop! I MUST have confidence in myself. I MUST!

Today i had the same breakfast as yesterday... 2 chicken pau. Feeling full from tat. And now, Im looking forward to lunch. A surprise lunch cook by Wanty... some Indonesia dish.. Yummy!

Ok... can't blog much, will try to think of what are the thing that hasn't been done and polish up so stuff before i knock of today. and Btw, Freedom in the office today!!!!

2009-11-05T08:50:00.003+08:00

Gooooood MOrning...

It's thursday today and tmr is FRIDAY!!! yippie!! it's gonna be a relaxing Thursday morning as my front, back and side eyes are not ard... :)
Im taking thing slow even tho i have loads to do.. I dun wanna get myself so stressed up. Want it to be a cool Thursday!

The moment I reached the office, I read Meitong's blog.. How interesting to shop fer winter clothing. Well babe.. I know wad u mean... Wearing booth to the airport... I would like to wear booths too.. But i guess i will look silly to wear tat in S'pore.. hahahh. Will try to over come my fear of taking the plan and will go Hong Kong to show off my fashion! hahahhah

Ouh.. btw.. Bum will be having show this Sunday at Arab street and maybe after that will be going for a dinner at FUram with Meitong and danial.

Oh.. gtg.. breakfast is here.... Have a nice day ahead everyone...

2009-11-04T17:32:00.002+08:00

I am totally Horrified & Terrified by my 295mm white hair which meitong plucked. Thanks to Mayling discovering it and now I'm traumatized!!! FML

2009-11-04T08:52:00.002+08:00

It's Wednesday...

Wow... time really passed so fast, it's Wednesday today..I woke up quiet fresh... all dressed up today (which i dun know why) im in my Dorityperkins blue tube and 3/4 legging and of coz my black pump shoes. And you know wad? I totally in need of a NEW bag fer werk... Im quiet broke this month.. so probably i will get a new back next month.

I dun know why... i stepped in office feeling worried over sumting which im not sure wad it it. I really hope my day will go smoothly without hiccup.

Oh.. it's wednesday.. It's gym day today...!!

okie dokie...
Got to start breakfast now.. chao.....

2009-11-03T08:42:00.002+08:00

PMS...

As wad i've expected.... It's gonna be a bloodly week this week. I woke up pretty upset as i could feels that today is my menz. Another unsuccesfully month!

Miss Independent...

This week... I got to be miss independent.. brother sup is out of town and will only be back on the 11 Nov... and guess wad?!?! Jal will have to werk on her anniversary... LAME!!! LOOSER!!!
Today i have loadz to do.... I'm kinda a bit worry about my PD trip. Hope everything will go smoothly as planed. I've settled almost everything and getting ready to go on the 12th... (gonna miss ah tong!!) hahah...

Hmm.. it's 9.45am now.. waiting fer the rest to start our breakfast. Bread with butter and kaya and chocolate pastry. ouh btw... We didnt hit the gym yesterday.. husband wasn't well... he's neck was aching.. (poor hym) I gave him a good massage last night...

Alrty.. got to go now.. nature calling me... it's poo poo time,., hahahhaha

2009-11-01T14:45:00.003+08:00

It's gonna a be a Buzy November....

Hell yes! today is the 1st of November. can u believe it??? time really passed so fast. We are like 60 more days to end the year 2009 and welcome 2010. List of things to do in November...

2nd November : Meeting with new school (st Anthony convent) at NSC
9th November : Gyne appointment at 6.00pm
11th November: My 3 years anniversary... :)
12 - 17 November : Away to PD
18th November : Gonna have a belated Anniversary outing with husband
21-23 November: NOSS championship (damn i got to werk weekend!)
29 November : NSC Squad Graduation (again.. another weekend!)

It's gonna be a heatict November.

Yesterday, my sisters came over fer a steam boat party and as usual.. we end the day with a drinking session. I had lots of fun. I guess i was the happiest person on earth yesterday. I just love it. I love to have my sisters ard me. I really missed the good old days with my sister back then at Tampines.

I dun know why.. but the baby syndrome is back. I am sad.. so so sad. It's just one of the days i guess. Who would be sad rite?? Especially when you really want it and it's taking too long. It's god's will. We just have to accept it.

60 more days and my Bff will be gone... be far far away from me. another sad sad thing. Everyone know that im gonna cry on her farewell party. (*_*) Im gonna miss her so so much. My hope is that she wont forget me when she's back in s'pore. And i am sure she's not going to forget me of coz. No more bitching, gossiping session. But im sure i will update her as much as i could. technology are very high now. No more pigeons, no more letters... I can send her email, I can blog and i can even skype her... honestly... life in the office gonna be SUCKz without her. I dun know how am I gonna go thru this but I know im strong... Gonna miss you so much babe!

alrity.. enough of the emo moment...

Getting ready to wash the car later...

Chao....
XoXo

2009-10-28T18:24:00.003+08:00

While waiting fer hym.....

I decided to blog(just a short ones)

- I had a sinfully lunch (Popeye)
- I had a sinfully dinner (Superdog)
- I had a lot of fun after dinner with mabok n bella
- We went to the game archade
- I got exvited while playing the game..(as usual... I was screaming LOUDLY)
- On our way home, I was being cranky as my thigh hurts so much!
- I got the welcome home greeting from that stupid jumping lizard from my neighbour's wall
- I got cranky again before going to bed. (thigh still pain)
- I got my husband to massage my thight
- I had another sleepless,choughing night! *URGH*
- I woke up tired as i did get enough rest
- Reached at 8.40am to the office in the morning (As usual, I'm the 1st one)
- I had bread with Kaya n Butter for breakfast
- I had chicken rice fer lunch
- I had bread with Kaya n butter again fer tea break.
And lastly.... I'm waiting fer husband for gym now!

Chao!!!

2009-10-27T08:38:00.002+08:00

GOoood MORning.....!!!!

Yerp it's 8.35am and Im already in the office. Yesterday after gym, we met mabok and bella. they dropped at NSC after their date. Chit chat fer a while out side NSC,then both husband and I headed down to mama house fer dinner. We left at about 10.45pm. Drove straight back home, reached home, shower and lie down on our bed, till i fell a sleep. I had a horrible night! I've been coughing and coughing all night. Poor husband didn't get to have a peacefully sleep becoz of me. I literally woke up almost every hour coughing and puking out my phlegm. It's terrible. Throat super itchy. Urgh!! I really got to watch what i eat. I dun want my cough to be from bad to worst as getting an asthma attack is very possible!

Today is Tuesday, I didn't wake up flesh due to my cough. Shower and get ready to werk. And now, Im in the office. Tonight will be sending bum to the saloon as she need a hair cut and then meeting Bella n Mabok fer dinner. As plan.. probably tonight dinner will be at E-Hub. Superdog... Yummy!! oppsy... that will make my throat itchy more... LOL

Ok.. I got to go now... tata
XoXo

2009-10-26T08:42:00.003+08:00

Peaceful Monday......

yerp.. all I hope for is a Happy and Peacefully Monday. Still in my blues mood. Weekend were great. I spent so much time with husband. Last Friday, after husband fetch me from werk, I was so cranky. Throats hurts so much. no appetite to eat and i can even swallow my own saliver *OUCH* everything i tried to swallow my saliver, i will tears will roll down my cheek. I had chicken porridge for dinner and I cant even finished it. I was very cranky the whole night... *poor husband* thank god he's very patience. (Love u sayang!)

We were deciding if we should go fer a breakfast the next day... well it depend on my throats. and guess well... I was feeling better the next morning. so the weekend goes like this...

Saturday:
I woke up so fresh in the morning.... It was 9am... i tried to swallow my saliver... and i was feeling better. Still in pain but i could endure, it wasn't as painful as Friday night. I woke husband up and shower... we headed down to Hougang Mall fer breakfast (fer the 1st time after we got married fer almost 3 yrs) at Long John,after that, we went fer a walk at Hougang Mall then head back home and took a nap.My massue was suppose to come at 2pm but she didn't turned up, so i called her and it was a miscommunication. So we got up.. shower and guess wad?? we head down to johore.. (so random) shop for groceries at giant then went to City Squad for a stroll... after dinner, we head back home, watched dvd and Zzzzzz

Sunday
I woke up at 10am... woke husband up and we went for breakfast again at Bedok North. The thosai was awesome. It was really delicious. after that we went to Bedok interchange for a hair cut. We were so happy to see Tony is back from holiday. Husband and i wouldn't let anyone cut our hair except fer Tony as he know our hairs best. So he cut husband's hair, coloursed his hair and trim my hair. And now.. it's much much shorter. I feel fresher and of coz.. prettier. LOL. Im waiting fer it to grew a little more and I wanna rebond and highlight them. I need a hair change :)
after that, we rushed back home and my massue was waiting fer me under my blk. Went up, shower and start my massage. She were really good. well wad do you expect?!? a massue from Indonesia. she damn great. She really did a great job. she's coming again on Thursday, as my body were really bad.. I need a total of 3 session of massage before i could change it once a month. After massage, I cooked dinner, we had cornbeef with potatoes with bread. after that we watch dvd and i think i love that movie. Funny people. It was awesome!! I hearth that movie so much. and as usual.. after movie... I went to sleep.

and today... I woke up fresh... and Happy!! I really dressed up today. When husband came out of the bathroom he says "wahhhhh..... to day wear dress sei..." heheh i smiled and walked away.. hehehe.... (malu lar) and now... im in the office, happily blogging! Now waiting fer Ah Tong to start breakfast, I have loads to tell her.... :)

Alriey... got to start werk now.... Im taking things slow... no stress....

Thanks fer reading!
XOXO

2009-10-23T16:44:00.002+08:00

Im terribly sick!!

For the past 2 days... I was down with fever and sore throat... And today... *BOOMZ* more fever and i cant barely talk. My throats hurts so much and my fever suddenly raised up again. And guess wad?!?! Im in the office now.... I tot i got enough rest from my 2 days MC but i was wrong....

I've been wanting to say this....

1. Pirates do EXIST!!! (yes i know.. i was wrong) the topic is currently hot at my parents house now.. Conversation between dad, mum n husband...

2. Have u heard of Ris Low..?? I think she's damn BIMBO... (lol) apart from the Media interview with the word *BOOMZ* there's 1 more u got to watch... *SHINGZ* go on.. watch this...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fpHoHJ4DFIQ

Oh ya... Lunch was great! Even tho i cant enjoy it but I really think it taste damn nice. Chicken Adobo was awesome... good job Jhing!!! next Friday... Shepperd's Pie

Hmm.. looking forward to tomorrow...

Breakfast with Husband and then massage at 2.00pm... wooo hooo!! I really need it!

Lastly... GET WELL SOON JAL!

2009-10-18T20:46:00.011+08:00

(the day i became a killer)

Tired and Awesome Weekend!!!

We(husband & I) hit the gym without fail last Friday despite of clubbing later at night. It was 8.15pm after the tiring jogging & gyming, we checked our phone and there we missed calls and messages. (AL: See you at 9.30pm at St. James) I was like.. WAD?!?! tat will be freaking mad rush fer us. At 8.20pm we are still at NSC... F1 drive to Punggol.. reached home at 8.40pm... rush shower, iron our clothes and by 9.00pm.. Im all done.. woohooo... I Broke my Record! completed everything including make up! LOL

Met Bum and Khai under my blk.. and catch our 1st cab to St James.... I really hate to elaborate about ST James. All "they" (the bouncer) got to say is... We don't comply to their club rules..?!?!? not that we are under aged.. well who ever been there should know.... I will get fine if i elaborate more...!! After the pissing moment.. we took our 2nd club to Arab street (Blu Jazz Club) I forget to take a pix of the 2 piece band.. they ROXz and I love the Drum!!! So preety!! We there for a few hours and we catch another cab to Pan Pacific Hotel....

We hit in the SteroLab! I was awesome... Even tho they played Trans music.. It's the company that make the whole thing roxz!!! After shaking and sipping.... we catch 4th cab home... The whole thing lated till 5.00am.
Reached home... wash up... And Zzzzzz....

Woke up at 1230hrs... drink coffee... eat maggie mee and shower... WE drove up to Johore... the jam at Malaysia KAstam were crazy... I really salute my patience husband *Proud of you darling* Reached MIL house at 3.00pm.. ate our lunch and played with Baby (mamad Dan) he's cute... but both of us really pity him... he's breathing were bad... (i promise myself to stop when i'm preggy)

Anyway...... let me continue my story, I was so amazed that I could stay at my MIL till 2.00am!! hahah.... by 2.30am.. were are already out of Malaysia Kastam and went back home straight... wash up and Zzzz (luckily it wasn't jam)...

We woke up at 1100 noon today as husband friend says they are coming over fer Raya... We showered and watch Tv till they arrived. After they left, we had our late lunch and (i was being a fatty) slept after eating and TADA!! I just woke up...
* Im so going to have problem sleeping later* It's 9.00pm and freaking fresh...

Wookie.. tat's all for my weekend updates. Will be dragging my fat ass tomorrow to werk!
See YA!!!

XOXO
p.s: more photos in FB!!

2009-10-16T10:44:00.005+08:00

And it's Friday!!!!

The day is here.. it's Friday!! TGIF...!!! Just came out from bro sup office (*_*).The India regatta is really a headache and i think too many people handling this event. (for goodness sick.. count me out please!) Apart from India, I still have my Port Dickson *urgh* well... PD is not really a problem, Im kinda used to it. I did quiet well for the planing last year.

Bro Sup is being very unreasonable... he asked me to come down tmr at 10am for parents briefing and i can leave at 11.00am. WTF! 1 hour?!?! waste my time!!!

Ok... 1 more hour to lunch and guess wad we aer having...??? CURRY CHICKEN with French loft!! how nice rite. It's gonna be our friday tradition to lunch in on friday. we had macaroni soup last week and chicken curry for today! Hmm... wad's the menu for next week??? heheheh

The Chef

Today... I dressed glamly...(without my heels) I dun know why.... but i felt like dressing up today and everyday!!! hehehehe...... Heading to gym after werk and I'm gonna shake my bon bon tonite. Will be a REBEL with Bum, Khai, Bella, Mabok, Husband, Al & Chihiro.

I'm cracking my brain for wad to wear later!! I wanna look BOOMZ!

That Is wad i wear today!! :)

Ok.. got to go now.... got loads to do...

XOXO

2009-10-15T08:48:00.002+08:00

Good Morning Everyone.....!!!

As usual.. Im the 1st to reach the office. In since 8.30am. It's Thursday today and I really hope everything will go fine as usual, I would like to start my day rite! I was on MC yesterday and i got another half day off. Was down with stomach flu. I dun know how i got but.. Hmm.. feeling better today. I dun know why but husband wan't really himself yesterday. HE didnt talk much.. just kept quiet. So i ask if there's anything he wanna talk about.. but he's answer was "nothing.. I'm fine.." I turned back to the TV and tell myself.. "hmmph.. nvm... hope everthing's is fine"

I was quiet disappointed with Singapore Idol result yesterday. Honestly... I didnt expect Nurul to be out! Very very disappointing.

Alrity.. got to start werk now... Chao...!!!

2009-10-13T08:47:00.002+08:00

VIRGO

Let others hog all the credit today. You will get yours soon enough. It is hard to show what you are capable of when the people around you are looking out for signs ofa BIG EGO!!!!

That's my horscope for today.. hmmph.. how interesting. I really hope noone will spoilt my day.

Today is Tuesday.. and i already looking forward to FRIDAy...!! yiiiha! Someone shaking her ass on friday night! omg.. freaking excited. I really hope that there won't be any last minute changes.

Gym was great yesterday, i felt that my stamina is getting better. I could jog 2 rounds at NSC. I feeling healthier and sexier nowadays... what people say is true. If you keep fit, you can built back the confidence in you., which is true. So everyone... come on and join us!!! It's been 3 weeks and we are still going great!!

Hoping for a HAPPY TUESDAY!!!

2009-10-09T15:47:00.001+08:00

FRIDAY IS HERE!!!!!!!!!!!

today is totally my TGIF day!!! damn happy...!! tottaly dress down day : Black shorts and sprit T-shirt. heheh....

I dun know why.. but im looking forward to watch dvds at home with husband.

m looking forward for gym today!!!! :)

Xoxo.... i know you love me...

2009-10-07T18:05:00.002+08:00

Too many event...!!

I hate November... apart of having to travel, I have to prepare all the necessity for 2 events. I will be away from the 12 - 17 November (and i know.. tat's long) well.. that i wad i say... WORK!

I have this funny urge to slip on my jean, wear a sexy top, put on my pretty guess heels and carry my guess bag and walk around down town... Unfortunately... the Hari Raya feeling is over.. hahah...

apart from that, I so looking forward to my weekend off!!!!! weeee...!!! I have a doctor appointment on Saturday at 11.30pm at Ubi.. then head down for blood donation.
Then.. i dun know where he's bring me to...

Now.. i waiting fer husband and fetch me back home....

Btw... I'm very happy for Bum... I really hope it will go smoothly and semoga berjaya!! heheh.. this time round will be better then the 1st one.. (Shhhhhhhh......)

My headache is killing me...!!

2009-09-23T08:37:00.002+08:00

Rise and Shine...

I hope today will be a shinny start.... I've not been working for the past 7 days... ultimately hari ray mood. and today, is my 1st day of werk... Reached the office since 8.15am just now. eyes still fresh and brain is totally jam.. I have loads to do.. just before i was on leave.. i think i KIV quiet a lot of task *palm on face* mix feelings to start my werk... really hope no one spoils my mood today.... total emails.... 43!!!!!!! faint!!

2009-09-06T13:07:00.004+08:00

the day i turn 26 (omg!) HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME...!!!!!

The worst thing that i hate the more is growing older each year... Despite of my age.. i guess is still behave like im 21... heheheh... All i could say is... I'm grateful to have a happy family with my all this while and the have me beloved husband loving me every min, every seconds. everyday. There nothing more i could ask for.. only happiness and of coz... a baby (insyallah)

Last night... after the irritating geylang, baju kurung hunting with my sisters and bro -in-laws... husband brought me to MArina Barrage for my birthday count down... So sweet rite.. :)
he say... he wanna to be the 1st to wish me HAppy Birthday... and my answer is... " issint every year you are the 1st one..?? then he say... nope.. but this year it's different... :) I appreciate it alot darling... Rite at 1200hrs... he kissed me and wish me HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAYANG!! I grab him tight and say.. Thank you. After awhile.. we walked back to the carpark to go back home... I recieved quiet a number of messages.. thanks to everyone for remembering my precious day. While reading the messages... Husband took out my Birthday gift... It's a GUESS BAG that I WANT!!!!!!! Omg!!!!! happy banget!!!!!!!

And today.. both of us are at home now.... heading to mama's house later... :) oh btw.. i got a a surprise call for HARYANA ABDULLAH just now... and i almost cried.. I was so touched.. the remember my birthday.. that was one of the best gift ever... a best frend call.....
choa everyone.... take care.....

psst: you wanna to know wad i got him??

2009-09-04T22:58:00.002+08:00

Hey Ya!!! guess wad? i just got back from the scary, disgusting, wanna puke out Movie... Finl Destination (eeewwww). I dun know why, but i just felt like blogging today... almost everyone iis at my castle just bum n khai is not here. We are going to have an awesome night to night... Belated Birthday celebration for Husband. Something interesting will be happening later. I'm going to do something that you did with your frens... Huauhahhaha (evil laughter). Oh my god...! I dun know how am i going to react after that.

Anyway... Something bad had happened yesterday. We were suppose to celebrate husband birthday and i was suppose to give him a surprise but in the end... I got terribly surprised by him.. (sob sob) You nkow.. the feelings... when something bad happened just before you wanna celebrate it. It's alrite... today will be a be a better day. I dun want him to feel guilty anymore. As long as he know that I'm truly hurt.. i'm fine... it's ok lar... I'm feeling better anyway. (What can't be cured, must be endured)

Im sooo looking forward to my Birthday!!!!!!!! crossing my fingers .... I just wanna be happy. Btw.. husband told me that tmr before midnight... we are going top Marina Barrage... to count down for my birthday.... I am so looking forward to it..!!!

Love you loadz Mohd Iskandar Hamdan.... No matter how much you break my heart.. I will still loves you, more then you loves me....

XoXo

2009-09-03T12:31:00.003+08:00

Confession of a shopaholic

I was at TM yesterday with Ah tong and Husband... We accompanied Ah Tong to get her Wedding necklace. On the way there we passed Istean and u know wad??? there's a sale for Guess heel... I was freaking excited!!! The actually plan was... I was not suppose to buy new heel as my old heels are still new. But i couldn't resist it.. so i bought it!! a 4 inch high grey heels!! I felt satisfied.. the shoes is my own birthday gift! hahahahah
Jal is one happy fatty now!!!

I LOVE MY NEW GUESS HEELs...!!!

to husband: can i have that guess bag pls...................!!!!!

2009-09-03T08:46:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BELOVED HUSBAND!!!!

Today my big fatty baby turns 29. All i could say is that, for him to be as happy as always (coz happiness can bring you youth), smile as much as you could! You are the light in my life and no one could change that. I am sure that what you wishes for yesterday at 1200hrs will come true (insyallah) is just a matter of time. I promise to be there for you when you needed me the most. Last but not least.... Hope u will like your present :) Love you so much!

Once again... Happy Birthday, semoga tuhan panjankan usia you and tambah kan rezeki... (insyallah)

2009-08-28T14:42:00.003+08:00

Looking forward to Next Friday... 4th September. Will buka puasa with my lovely sisters n partners and with husband of coz! after buka puasa we are going to watch Final Destination... I seriously cannot imagine how i'm going to react when the show start. Wad's worst is.. we are going to watch the 3D. (*_*)

Today will be meeting Al for dinner. Still thinking where to buka puasa later.

Somehow rather... im so looking forward to Hari Raya... Maybe it's becoz i got new curtains and new sofa cover. That really gives me the spirit to celebrate Hari Raya. And btw... I will be baking kuih too!! hahah.. see how semangat I am..!!

I love september!!! 3 September, husband's birthday.. to buka puasa wit my family at geylang
6 September, My birthday..... will be heading down to Johor to shop for my kuih ingredients...(how excited)

Ok. ok.. i've plan for my upcoming leave (hope it's approve)

4Sept (to get ready for sisters outing)
7Sept (to bake kuih)
16Sept-22Sept (Pre & Post Raya Leave)
28 Sept (post Meitong wedding)

How nice..!!

P.S: werking tmr n sunday.. *yawn*

2009-08-07T11:00:00.002+08:00

My Happy Friday is officially ruined...!!

Thanks to my brother Superior....
1. My tuesday off in lieu - not approved (to move it to Wednesday)
2. 22 &23 August... No WEEKEND OFF
3. The following weekend : 29&30 weekend Burned again...
4. I can't be meitong's bride maid on her wedding due to werk. How the fuck can i work on my BESTFRIenD Wedding!!!! !@#$%^&*()(*&^%$#@#$%^&*(

Im totally pissed now..!!!!

2009-08-07T08:59:00.002+08:00

My horoscope says it all.....

VIRGO...
Time to party! Jupiter conjunct the Moon in Aquarius today offers a great opportunity to get together with friends and family for fun and socializing. No matter what type of gathering you attend, it is likely to be interesting and full of energy and unexpected surprises.

Thank god It's FRIDAY!! wooohooo.. the week im looking forward for is HERE!!! I can't wait to spend my long weekend wit him.. yippi... wanna know the Plan??

Friday : Khai's BBQ at East Coast
Saturday: Sleeping day (i hope not the whole day), clean the house, fix the kitchen light and.. dun know wad'z next!
Sunday: Sister Steamboat party at my house and at 8.22pm.. the time that Jamie looking forward for.. THE NATION PLEDGE. Semangat!!
Monday: Sleeping day and some happening moments with sisters n bros...
Tuesday: I took 1 day off in lieu.. I have 6 more to clear..

And as for today.. I just wanna be HAPPY and enjoy my Friday.. Hope no one spoilt my great day!

2009-08-05T12:28:00.003+08:00

It's gonna be a bloody week...

I was off on monday and on MC on Tuesday. When i got back to werk today... thing seems to be different. How i hate this feelings (*_*)
I woke up early in the morning yesterday thinking... wad the hack I want in my life... and something strike my mind.. how about doing my own business?? hm... brilliant! I know wad i wad... wad i need now is a partner. Well... Jamie and i been thinking to start a small sisters business.... so, *tink tinh!!!* hahah..... I really want this to happen.. REAL SOON!!!
When i talk to meitong tong... she say.. this business is so me!! hahah Surprise!!

Okok... i wanna kick off sumting sometime sooon...!!!

I still hate my JOB!!! hahah....

2009-07-31T15:32:00.004+08:00

Just as i tot everything is running smoothly.

I hate it! Hate it when I've planned everything nicely and it just took 1 irritating idoilt to ruin it!! *Bastard* Fuck lar... for goodness sick. give me some peace pls.

I totally HATE MY JOB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

P.s: If you think i need your bloody symphty.. you were wrong! you used to be the one i will look for whenever i need a shoulder to cry... let me reapet... I USED TO!!! but not now. I shared coz u asked... not because I was eager to tell you so. and please if you dun wish to listen dun ASK!!! For goodness sick. DUN ASSUME PLS!!!!

"congratzs on the fucked up feeling...aint lifes a bitch"

2009-07-31T08:50:00.002+08:00

30 July 2009...

Met Jamie at Tampines interchange at 12.30... took the MRT and guess wad..?? dun know where to go...?!?!?! hahhahah so we decided to go fer a "cheap" shopping .. (like real) and Bugis it is...!! had lunch at MOS Burger then start walking... We brought quiet a lot of thing. This is when the phrase "Shop till u drop" come in.. huhahahh.... While shopping , husband called to say that Ija just gave birth. I was so happy and excited to see the baby! By then the both of us were exhausted. could take it any more. Hands are full with shopping bads.. and feet are crying.. so we sat at Starbuck and wait fer husband to pick us up to KKH.

30 July 2009 the day Mohamed Shariff Danial was born. The he is sooo lovely!! I was so happy to see husband carry him and guess wad?!? Danial gave husband the best gift... He pooed on him.. hahahah sooo funny!!! and I was so happy, coz im the 1st person to clean his smelly butt!! heheh. Husband got the shit and i got to clean him.. till today.. i am still smiling... HAppy.. very very happy!! Afterthat, met mabok at his werk place and had supper at simpang bedok!

On our way back home.. i had this mix feeling.. happy and sad. Happy coz i have additional nephew and Sad coz... "when is my time" I shared this feeling with husband and he say.... "hero always the last one!!" I smile and kept quiet!!

Gtg.. time fer werk.. cahoz..!!

2009-07-18T23:58:00.001+08:00

Hard decision...

These few days zizi is behaving differently. I think he's sick. he refuse to eat.. whenever i pass by him to grab my towel.. he will stood in front of his cage and look at me. When i feed him his favorite treats.. he refused. Is he really very sick?? When i talked to husband about zizi he said... "maybe it's time to give him away" I was stunt! speechless.. It's painful. I think before it's too late.. It will be best for me to him more attention. Even tho chinchilla dun really need attention, but i believe he's depriving fer some. Im still in dilemma.... should i give him away?

2009-07-09T12:36:00.002+08:00

I'm not strong!

I admit i been keeping this fer too long. how i wish it's easy. how long more do i have to wait till it happen?!?!? Yesterday.. we went plaza sing to do some home shopping. while walking around, one shop just caught my eyes... it's "Mother Care" shop. I can't resist it anymore.. so husband brought me in... there we saw loads of pretty stuffs. I just love it... can u tell me how long more i have to wait?? It's been 3 cycle of my fertility pills but nothing.. NOTHING happen?? I have another appointment this 20 July to see my gyne. I almost gave up! but my strong insting kept on tell me.. tis is not the end. I have to be strong, be strong to go thur these. It's painful......

Another thing that i wanna admit. I dun know why nowadays i'm feeling very insecured. I dun know why. It's not tat i dun trust you but i dun know. im scared.. im so scared i will loose you one day. I know u love me... but im so scared that the words that came from you is just a word and didnt mean anything.

I'm a good faker... I can fake my way out to be the happiest girl on earth. but deep down in my heart.. im terribelly sad.

I need to talk to sumone that understand and willing to lend me their shoulder fer 5 mins to cry it all out. will you be there fer me...?????

2009-06-26T15:06:00.003+08:00

Someting is very wrong...!!

I keep on telling myself that everyting will be alright. But I was just making myself feel better.
How i wish by crying all the problem will solve.
How i wish by crying I am able to speak my mind out.
How i wish by crying everyting will be fine.
The word is... HOW I WISH...! all i can say.. Just wish jal...

every night before i closed my eyes, I will ask husband..."dear, will everyting be fine?"
and he can't answer my question.

I'm not strong... not at all....
Please bring back the happiness in my family.

Ayah dengarkan lar, Aku ingin bernyanyi
Walau airmata di pipi ku....

2009-06-18T21:38:00.003+08:00

To whoever you are....

I am happy you dropped by my blog and tagged me... awwww..so sweet!!

But honestly... if you wanna prove that your not a KENTAL person. I will be delighted to meet u someday.

hope to hear from you soon.